Dissapointment
I don't like how two faced people are sometimes, its like its okay to talk about someone once they are gone or permenantly no longer around, or someone isn't hanging out with or dating someone anymore, and i don't like hearing something different now than I did before I would have rather dealt with it at the time, and it makes me doubt the integrity and true thoughts and opinions of my friends sometimes. I don't know what to think when what I hear really makes me uncomfortable about this person that I thought I knew. I'm a little suspicious of almost everyhting said now, hopefully this feeling will pass and things will get better, i just hope they dont get worse before it. It kinda hurts in a way too- but I can't change it now.