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Well... yeah... I guess this is an update...
I'm going to start my first class at Concordia (haha) for the MAT program. Woo. It'll take me 2 years and 1 semester to complete (including student teaching). The only thing that sucks is that when I do my student teaching I'll have to NOT be working... and therefore NOT making money. AHHH! That's scary. I like that whole having money thing. It's pretty cool.
Brian actually stayed up past 8:00 p.m. last night! WOW!!! haha. We played WoW a little bit last night. Kicked this level 55 elite big ass spiders butt too. Well, we did have the help of this level 60 Warrior. It was pretty nice. I got a few screenshots of it too. :-) If you're interested... don't worry... I know you're not.
Okay... so I'm going to complain about something... be prepared... Melissa complaining ahead!!!!!
So, like... seven years ago I did something stupid. I'm not going to say what it was... just that it was stupid. My Mom gave me a hard time about it then. (It had to do with a guy... of course). So.... now... seven years later... that's all over... water under the bridge, right? Yeah... uh... no. The other day I'm in the grocery store... you know... shopping... and I'm talking to my Mom about... whatever. All of a sudden, out of NOWHERE, she's giving me a hard time about it AGAIN. I'm like "Why are we even talking about this?" And she says she just wants me to thank her for looking out for me. For starters, I'm ALWAYS telling her what a great Mom she is and how much I love and appreciate her. While she may have been right about the situation, I am also glad that I was able to make my own mistakes and screw things up for myself so that I could become who I am. But whatever... she goes on to keep giving me a hard time. Finally I say something like "You know what Mom, I don't even know why we're talking about this. One, that was seven years ago. Two, I've been married for over a year now. Three, that was SEVEN YEARS AGO. So whatever... if you want to give me a hard time about something that happened SEVEN YEARS AGO, go ahead... just give me a hard time all over again." Then she hung up on me. It is REALLY frustrating because we haven't REALLY talked since then. We made nice on her birthday (I sent her some AWESOME flowers and a balloon that sung Happy Birthday). I called to with my Nanny a Happy Birthday and she talked to me for like... 2 minutes. She hasn't called me though. The last time we hadn't talked in a while she gave me a hard time for not calling her since she called me the last time. Well... this time I was the last one to call HER... so I'm going to wait until she calls ME. It's so stupid, but I really feel like I deserve an apology! Typically I would be the one to call her and apologize, but this time I REALLY REALLY REALLY think I deserve one! UGH!!!!
Brian is going to take me out to dinner tonight. I'm nervous (as always) about eating somewhere. He said we could even go to the CHEESECAKE FACTORY if I wanted!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW! I told him I wanted to go to The Melting Pot, The Cheesecake Factory, BD's Mongolian BBQ, The Olive Garden, or Red Lobster. He shot down The Melting Pot and BD's but said maybe to the Cheesecake Factory. (Those three were my top choices.) Currently, my favorite place to eat is Taco Bell. There are things there I can have. :-) I like Mexican Pizzas, Tostadas, the rice bowls, and I can eat crunchy tacos. :-) I had something that was on a white flour tortilla (like 1/2 of it) at it went down just fine. Not that I plan on doing that much or anything... but it's good to know!
I have bad news... okay... don't kill me for this... oh man.. you're all going to kill me... ugh. Well, after going like.... 7 months without a cigarette... I smoked one the other day. :-( Sorry. I didn't buy a pack... and I don't think I'll be having another one anytime soon... but I did have one and I won't lie about it. Don't worry... I'm disappointed in me too.
THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT.... PLEASE READ:
Okay... I may have mentioned this before, but I'm going to ask everyone about it again... I have this friend.. who has this other friend... who talked some shit about her behind her back. (Mind you, this shit talk happened like... 1 1/2ish years ago.) Now... friend #1 doesn't know that friend #2 talked shit about her. I can't stand friend #2, so that might mean that I'm not really a credible source regarding the shit talk. I mean, friend #1 probably knows I think friend #2 is a totally bitch (sorry... but I do.). Should I tell friend #1 that friend #2 is a bitch and talked major trash about her behind her back and told personal intimate details about her that friend #1 probably thought she was telling friend #2 in confidence or should I keep my mouth shut? I've been thinking about this for the last YEAR, and I really want to tell friend #1, but I don't know if the fact that I hate friend #2 would completely discredit me. What do you think? PLEASE RESPOND WITH YOUR OPINION... I NEED HELP ON THIS ONE!
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