behind these hazel eyes

May 21, 2005 23:13

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

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9:30

today was super cool y-e! lol! went to wonderland wit sofia leanne and the crazy ryan >.< haha eww BUG germs!!! lmao and monica and the ripping of the 20 dollar bill..man sofia and ryan are such jokers =P only went on like FOUR rides for the whole day from like 12 to 7 :O craziness.. im so tired. ohh saw lotsa ppl, my twin, pigeon girl, sabz blondie mel/emy marz barz, st. a ppl and yaaaaa.. lol and wen i kame home went to harvey's LOL! it tasted good, and there was this wigger tryna chop this girl and it was gay cuz he never got her "number" or whatever and his other wigger friends were like oh man you suck you suck. well... DUH. if youre gona chop a girl at HARVEY's and you and your wigger friends are "chillin" in harvey's then your obviously not gona get a girl, they're just fucking gay! i hate guys like that, you think women walk on this earth so you can drool all over them and "take your chances" of getting their number. NO fuck off, you all just want to get fucking LAID! okay, i shouldnt say "ALL" but most of them tryhards. i've said what i had to say for the nite.. lol AHH i hav hmwk 8o) hahaha im sucha nerd, thinking about hmwk at 11:15 at nite =/ im soo craving a grilled cheese sandwich. but i cannot. i SHANT. lol! suppos to go to wonderland AGAIN tomorow to see fire works but i duno anymore, stupid picnic.
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