I Give Camels Black Eyes.
It's 12:00 and I am watching Conan.
Waiting for my clothes to dry.
Shouldn't have slept in and drank a energy drink.
THULSA DOOM TURNED INTO A SNAKE!
Things are very frustrating.
Two blown out tires within a week.
An illogical and selfish father.
A mother who wants nothing and everything to do with me, how she see's fit.
I don't get it.
I don't know what to do, I can't fight it.
But I still feel struggle.
Everything I have ever wanted in this place I have now.
And it is going to be gone.
It's a painful thought.
They don't even care.
Everyday is a gift, and I'll be damned if I let anything ruin this time I have here.
It's terrible knowing that my mother doesn't want me, I feel unwelcome.
It's terrible knowing that my father has total disregard for my happiness.
I feel abandoned.
But I can honestly say even through this, I am still happier than I have ever been here.
a wonderful girl.
and a blood brother who sticks by me.
how could I want to ever leave that? Why should I be forced to?
On a different note, I got my passenger seat back and I get to get two cavities filled tomorrow.
Waiting for my clothes to dry.
Shouldn't have slept in and drank a energy drink.
THULSA DOOM TURNED INTO A SNAKE!
Things are very frustrating.
Two blown out tires within a week.
An illogical and selfish father.
A mother who wants nothing and everything to do with me, how she see's fit.
I don't get it.
I don't know what to do, I can't fight it.
But I still feel struggle.
Everything I have ever wanted in this place I have now.
And it is going to be gone.
It's a painful thought.
They don't even care.
Everyday is a gift, and I'll be damned if I let anything ruin this time I have here.
It's terrible knowing that my mother doesn't want me, I feel unwelcome.
It's terrible knowing that my father has total disregard for my happiness.
I feel abandoned.
But I can honestly say even through this, I am still happier than I have ever been here.
a wonderful girl.
and a blood brother who sticks by me.
how could I want to ever leave that? Why should I be forced to?
On a different note, I got my passenger seat back and I get to get two cavities filled tomorrow.