part 1.
Author: mmmsmellll
Pairing: ho/jae
Genre: angst, romance
Rating: pg-13
Disclaimer: I don’t own them ;~;
Summary:The room’s filled with baskets of various goods and balloons. He’s confused, praying his father didn’t buy him all this stuff and he looks up at the sound of the door to see Jung Yunho.
AN: based off this and this by insomoleptic requested by yozora_yume
Jaejoong usually smokes on the roof, feet dangling. He’s been working in the hotel for like 3 years. He remembers getting the job when he was in tenth grade. His umma got sick and he needed to help support his family.
Jaejoong sighs when he hears a loud clanking sound which Jaejoong’s positive is the sound of the door hitting the brick wall. He turns to see Jung Yunho stumble in and his eyes widen, mouth going dry as he spots the hotel’s owner’s oldest son.
“Yunho, are you okay?” He questions, noticing how the man stumbles towards. “You look kind of-” he’s cut off by Yunho pull him against the floor, straddling him. His eyes widen in excitement while Jaejoong’s in horror. “W-What are you doing?” he hisses, trying to push the man away but he’s been working out, Jaejoong’s seen.
He opens his mouth to scream but Yunho forces their lips together.
Yunho hates drinking with Heechul. He’s such a lightweight. He had been trying to ask Jaejoong out all week but each time he chickened out. Heechul holds up his cup. “I’ll drink to that!”
Yunho has a good dream, he’s not sure where he goes to sleep, toes curled as he takes Jaejoong for himself. The man’s hands are tight around him, head thrown back. He’s making sounds, good sounds when suddenly he screams. “PLEASE STOP! ”
Yunho jolts up and Jaejoong’s beside him, asleep, chest shuddering. Yunho’s not sure if he should cry or shout in rejoice when he sees the blood. The scenes begin to play over in his head and Yunho does scream.
“i-it hurts, Yunho!” fists hit his back and push at his shoulders but Yunho thrusts up harder, Jaejoong pleading and begging for mercy under him.
His cousin Junsu is at his side when Jaejoong wakes up. The room’s filled with baskets of various goods and balloons. He’s confused, praying his father didn’t buy him all this stuff and he looks up at the sound of the door to see Jung Yunho.
Junsu immediately jumps up, sneering. “You better get out of here!”
Yunho swallows, looking down when Jaejoong looks at him. “i-I just wanted to see if you were okay.”
Junsu growls. “After what you did it to him and you think you can just show and it’ll be okay?!”
“P-Please leave.” Jaejoong whispers. “Please, get out.”
Yunho wets his lips, nodding. “I’m sorry!” he calls before he runs out the room.
Junsu growls at the door as Jaejoong moves off the bed. He winces, pain between his legs immense before they give out. He blinks. “What happened to me?” he whispers.
Junsu tears up. “Oh Jae.”
Yunho swallows as he stares at Jaejoong’s limp body and the blood, so much fucking blood. He leans to the side and hurls. He looks up at the sound of the door and it’s his appa, there are tears in his eyes. “Appa, help! ”
His Appa stares at him for a while before he smiles, his smile makes Yunho feel like there isn’t a victim between them, a beautiful man whose only crime is probably the fact that he’s so damn beautiful and he hasn’t figured it out yet. “Keep calm, Appa, will help you. ”
Yunho watches Jaejoong tremble and he looks away, tears in his eyes. “he didn’t do anything wrong. ” Yunho can’t forget it, the images and the terror and pure pain runs up his spine. “I was going to ask him out. ” he whispers in a small voice.
a hand pulls him up and Yunho stares at his appa, watching how he pets the side of his head. Yunho wishes the comfort could reach him but his heart was pounding and he was scared shitless when warm fingers press against his forehead. “Don’t wworry, Appa, will protect you.”
Jaejoong doesn’t eat for a few days. Junsu sets the trays of food on his table but he shoves them away. His best friend always visits and Jaejoong touches his hand because sometimes he cries.
“I’m okay, Chunnie.” Jaejoong will tell him. It’s a lie he’ll find useless only a week later when the doctor pulls him aside.
The doctor whispers the words; his hand on Jaejoong’s knee, anything but comforting.
Jaejoong slowly inches away from his hand when he realizes what the doctor said. “Are you sure?” he whispers, heart pounding.
The doctor swallows before nodding. “I’m sorry.”
Jaejoong’s positive that’s the first time the doctor’s apologized after revealing such happy news but he’s thankful the man didn’t congratulate him because Jaejoong’s positive he would’ve killed him.
Yoochun appears at his usual time and this time Jaejoong cries. He clings to Yoochun’s body, not caring if his hold is too tight especially when he feels his best friend’s tears run down the back of his neck.
“What am I going to do?!” Jaejoong sobs out.
Yunho stares at the police station. He’s not sure how long he’s been outside before takes one step at a time, palms getting sweaty and damp, until he’s standing outside the door. He’s there for a moment when someone suddenly bumps him and he finally steps into the building. Yunho feels like everyone is staring at him and his heart pounds as he moves to the front desk.
“i-I’d like to report a crime!”
The police officer stares at him for a moment, eyebrow perked. He watches Yunho for a moment before sighing. Yunho’s worried he might not be taken seriously and he swallows, opening his mouth but he’s cut off by the police officer speaking. “What crime?”
Yunho swallows and he hears it in head.“i-it hurts, Yunho!” he trembles, knees wobbling and he hears the police officer repeat himself but the blood is rushing to his head. His tongue feels numb.
Yunho panics as the officer goes to turn.“Ii-I raped a man!”
“You know, you can press charges.” The same voice always says in a low voice.
Jaejoong looks at the tall man, eyes wide and confused. “That really wouldn’t get me much of anything.” He hums. “Would it, Changmin?”
It’s one of the few times, Jaejoong ever sees the man at a loss for words and he feels bad because the man was just trying to help.
A familiar man appears later, just before visiting hours is up, eyes dark and angry. “Yunho, he turned himself in.”
Jaejoong swallows. “H-he did? I didn’t know.”
The man growls as he crosses his arms. “It’s your fault!”
Yunho wrinkles his nose as he sits in his cell. In a few minutes, lunch will begin and Yunho’s stomach grumbles from the thought of the horrible food.
“Jung, you got a visitor! ”
the guard shouts and Yunho jumps up, moving to the door. He wonders if it is his sister or his umma, it’s usually his Appa. He thinks of how his best friend Changmin came and cursed him, punched him in the eye before the guard escorted him out. Not that Yunho blames him, his cousin Yoochun had called him, cried, and blubbered about never forgiving him. “I’ll never forgive you, hyung! You said you liked him! How could you?!”
Yunho’s throat is dry when he sees Jaejoong. He blinks when Jaejoong holds up a hand to call him. “ “Yunho-ah!””
Jaejoong slides over the container of food. “I hope you like kimchi.”
Yunho blushes when his stomach grumbles, rather loudly and he opens the container in shame. “Anything so long I don’t have to hit the food from this shithole.”
Jaejoong chews on his bottom lip as Yunho begin shoving the food down. “It sounds horrible.”
Yunho shrugs, shoving a particularly loud hand full of food into his mouth. “Karma.” He cracks his grin. “This is fucking delicious. Besides with how much everyone out their hates me, I’d like to stay in, thank you very much.”
Jaejoong resists the urge to tell him not to eat with his mouth full. “Yoochun and Changmin?”
Yunho nods. “My mom sometimes comes over to pray for me.”
It feels like old times and Jaejoong remembers the news he wanted to tell. “I’m going to have your baby.”
Yunho wakes up and Jaejoong’s right above him. He blinks, suddenly jolting up. “W-What’d you just say?!”
Yunho’s positive of what he heard but he’s always been the type to triple check.
Jaejoong reaches over to touch his hand, wetting his lips. “I’m going to have your child. ”
Yunho swallows, letting the guards help him. It’s time for him to go and he wishes he had more time. He looks at Jaejoong’s eyes wide. “I’m so sorry. ”
It’s one of the most sincere things Jaejoong’s ever heard and he swallows. “C-Can I visit you again?!”
Yunho turns to him, eyes confused before he nods. “Please, do.”
Jaejoong watches him go and he’s not sure what to feel.
2
Pairing: ho/jae
Genre: angst, romance
Rating: pg-13
Disclaimer: I don’t own them ;~;
Summary:The room’s filled with baskets of various goods and balloons. He’s confused, praying his father didn’t buy him all this stuff and he looks up at the sound of the door to see Jung Yunho.
AN: based off this and this by insomoleptic requested by yozora_yume
Jaejoong usually smokes on the roof, feet dangling. He’s been working in the hotel for like 3 years. He remembers getting the job when he was in tenth grade. His umma got sick and he needed to help support his family.
Jaejoong sighs when he hears a loud clanking sound which Jaejoong’s positive is the sound of the door hitting the brick wall. He turns to see Jung Yunho stumble in and his eyes widen, mouth going dry as he spots the hotel’s owner’s oldest son.
“Yunho, are you okay?” He questions, noticing how the man stumbles towards. “You look kind of-” he’s cut off by Yunho pull him against the floor, straddling him. His eyes widen in excitement while Jaejoong’s in horror. “W-What are you doing?” he hisses, trying to push the man away but he’s been working out, Jaejoong’s seen.
He opens his mouth to scream but Yunho forces their lips together.
Yunho hates drinking with Heechul. He’s such a lightweight. He had been trying to ask Jaejoong out all week but each time he chickened out. Heechul holds up his cup. “I’ll drink to that!”
Yunho has a good dream, he’s not sure where he goes to sleep, toes curled as he takes Jaejoong for himself. The man’s hands are tight around him, head thrown back. He’s making sounds, good sounds when suddenly he screams. “PLEASE STOP! ”
Yunho jolts up and Jaejoong’s beside him, asleep, chest shuddering. Yunho’s not sure if he should cry or shout in rejoice when he sees the blood. The scenes begin to play over in his head and Yunho does scream.
“i-it hurts, Yunho!” fists hit his back and push at his shoulders but Yunho thrusts up harder, Jaejoong pleading and begging for mercy under him.
His cousin Junsu is at his side when Jaejoong wakes up. The room’s filled with baskets of various goods and balloons. He’s confused, praying his father didn’t buy him all this stuff and he looks up at the sound of the door to see Jung Yunho.
Junsu immediately jumps up, sneering. “You better get out of here!”
Yunho swallows, looking down when Jaejoong looks at him. “i-I just wanted to see if you were okay.”
Junsu growls. “After what you did it to him and you think you can just show and it’ll be okay?!”
“P-Please leave.” Jaejoong whispers. “Please, get out.”
Yunho wets his lips, nodding. “I’m sorry!” he calls before he runs out the room.
Junsu growls at the door as Jaejoong moves off the bed. He winces, pain between his legs immense before they give out. He blinks. “What happened to me?” he whispers.
Junsu tears up. “Oh Jae.”
Yunho swallows as he stares at Jaejoong’s limp body and the blood, so much fucking blood. He leans to the side and hurls. He looks up at the sound of the door and it’s his appa, there are tears in his eyes. “Appa, help! ”
His Appa stares at him for a while before he smiles, his smile makes Yunho feel like there isn’t a victim between them, a beautiful man whose only crime is probably the fact that he’s so damn beautiful and he hasn’t figured it out yet. “Keep calm, Appa, will help you. ”
Yunho watches Jaejoong tremble and he looks away, tears in his eyes. “he didn’t do anything wrong. ” Yunho can’t forget it, the images and the terror and pure pain runs up his spine. “I was going to ask him out. ” he whispers in a small voice.
a hand pulls him up and Yunho stares at his appa, watching how he pets the side of his head. Yunho wishes the comfort could reach him but his heart was pounding and he was scared shitless when warm fingers press against his forehead. “Don’t wworry, Appa, will protect you.”
Jaejoong doesn’t eat for a few days. Junsu sets the trays of food on his table but he shoves them away. His best friend always visits and Jaejoong touches his hand because sometimes he cries.
“I’m okay, Chunnie.” Jaejoong will tell him. It’s a lie he’ll find useless only a week later when the doctor pulls him aside.
The doctor whispers the words; his hand on Jaejoong’s knee, anything but comforting.
Jaejoong slowly inches away from his hand when he realizes what the doctor said. “Are you sure?” he whispers, heart pounding.
The doctor swallows before nodding. “I’m sorry.”
Jaejoong’s positive that’s the first time the doctor’s apologized after revealing such happy news but he’s thankful the man didn’t congratulate him because Jaejoong’s positive he would’ve killed him.
Yoochun appears at his usual time and this time Jaejoong cries. He clings to Yoochun’s body, not caring if his hold is too tight especially when he feels his best friend’s tears run down the back of his neck.
“What am I going to do?!” Jaejoong sobs out.
Yunho stares at the police station. He’s not sure how long he’s been outside before takes one step at a time, palms getting sweaty and damp, until he’s standing outside the door. He’s there for a moment when someone suddenly bumps him and he finally steps into the building. Yunho feels like everyone is staring at him and his heart pounds as he moves to the front desk.
“i-I’d like to report a crime!”
The police officer stares at him for a moment, eyebrow perked. He watches Yunho for a moment before sighing. Yunho’s worried he might not be taken seriously and he swallows, opening his mouth but he’s cut off by the police officer speaking. “What crime?”
Yunho swallows and he hears it in head.“i-it hurts, Yunho!” he trembles, knees wobbling and he hears the police officer repeat himself but the blood is rushing to his head. His tongue feels numb.
Yunho panics as the officer goes to turn.“Ii-I raped a man!”
“You know, you can press charges.” The same voice always says in a low voice.
Jaejoong looks at the tall man, eyes wide and confused. “That really wouldn’t get me much of anything.” He hums. “Would it, Changmin?”
It’s one of the few times, Jaejoong ever sees the man at a loss for words and he feels bad because the man was just trying to help.
A familiar man appears later, just before visiting hours is up, eyes dark and angry. “Yunho, he turned himself in.”
Jaejoong swallows. “H-he did? I didn’t know.”
The man growls as he crosses his arms. “It’s your fault!”
Yunho wrinkles his nose as he sits in his cell. In a few minutes, lunch will begin and Yunho’s stomach grumbles from the thought of the horrible food.
“Jung, you got a visitor! ”
the guard shouts and Yunho jumps up, moving to the door. He wonders if it is his sister or his umma, it’s usually his Appa. He thinks of how his best friend Changmin came and cursed him, punched him in the eye before the guard escorted him out. Not that Yunho blames him, his cousin Yoochun had called him, cried, and blubbered about never forgiving him. “I’ll never forgive you, hyung! You said you liked him! How could you?!”
Yunho’s throat is dry when he sees Jaejoong. He blinks when Jaejoong holds up a hand to call him. “ “Yunho-ah!””
Jaejoong slides over the container of food. “I hope you like kimchi.”
Yunho blushes when his stomach grumbles, rather loudly and he opens the container in shame. “Anything so long I don’t have to hit the food from this shithole.”
Jaejoong chews on his bottom lip as Yunho begin shoving the food down. “It sounds horrible.”
Yunho shrugs, shoving a particularly loud hand full of food into his mouth. “Karma.” He cracks his grin. “This is fucking delicious. Besides with how much everyone out their hates me, I’d like to stay in, thank you very much.”
Jaejoong resists the urge to tell him not to eat with his mouth full. “Yoochun and Changmin?”
Yunho nods. “My mom sometimes comes over to pray for me.”
It feels like old times and Jaejoong remembers the news he wanted to tell. “I’m going to have your baby.”
Yunho wakes up and Jaejoong’s right above him. He blinks, suddenly jolting up. “W-What’d you just say?!”
Yunho’s positive of what he heard but he’s always been the type to triple check.
Jaejoong reaches over to touch his hand, wetting his lips. “I’m going to have your child. ”
Yunho swallows, letting the guards help him. It’s time for him to go and he wishes he had more time. He looks at Jaejoong’s eyes wide. “I’m so sorry. ”
It’s one of the most sincere things Jaejoong’s ever heard and he swallows. “C-Can I visit you again?!”
Yunho turns to him, eyes confused before he nods. “Please, do.”
Jaejoong watches him go and he’s not sure what to feel.
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