he loves me more than beer!!!!
last night was probably the best night of my life! pat and moulin rouge are really all i need in life i decided. mmmmmm it was just so good and doing that everyday for the rest of my life would be fine with me. we had some profound conversations and cleared some things up that i feel better about now because im not worried about them anymore. there were also some very deep moments and I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! i always hated it when people said that when you're in love you "just know" (but HOW?! how do you just know?!)but it's true because i do just know. i love being with him and i wish we could always be together. i especially like it when he writes me poems and/or makes them up off the top of his head. the only thing i hate about when we're together is when i have to leave, although i do enjoy the rides home and the stop signs on my street. i cant stop thinking about him. he makes me feel incredibly good about myself.
i downloaded everything by lifehouse because pat said it makes him think of me and i might have cried when i heard it because it's really sweet. and its really sweet that it makes him think of me.
in other news, we are now on spring break and i'm mad excited yo. i got my hair cut today and then went to olive garden with my mom where she pretty much wanted to know pat's life story (i left out a few details ie his love of alcohol). then we went shopping wich was grrreeeeaaatt because before today i hadnt been shopping in such a long time. i got 2 sweatshirts and a pair of pants and a tshirt at steve and barry's (thank you, fashion show) for 38 dollars which made me very happy and i got a dress for my solo costume that is HOT. it's black and short and i feel like i can be very profoundly emotional in it so i guess it's perfect for the dance. and i love it.
i changed my lj settings today- i felt the dark was dampening my spirit. ok maybe not really but i was sick of it. it kinda hurt my eyes to look at slash try to read. i just decided right now than typing out the word "slash" is way better than just putting a /.
time to make a list of people to hang out with over break so i dont forget: pat (obviously), sophia, katie, kelsey, sara barton (her name just flows i have to say the whole thing), kevin, anyone else who wants to do something.
time for dinner! peace out- i love you all!
ps there are a lot of () in this entry (which i dont use that much) hah there they are again! and no ... (which i always use). weird.
i downloaded everything by lifehouse because pat said it makes him think of me and i might have cried when i heard it because it's really sweet. and its really sweet that it makes him think of me.
in other news, we are now on spring break and i'm mad excited yo. i got my hair cut today and then went to olive garden with my mom where she pretty much wanted to know pat's life story (i left out a few details ie his love of alcohol). then we went shopping wich was grrreeeeaaatt because before today i hadnt been shopping in such a long time. i got 2 sweatshirts and a pair of pants and a tshirt at steve and barry's (thank you, fashion show) for 38 dollars which made me very happy and i got a dress for my solo costume that is HOT. it's black and short and i feel like i can be very profoundly emotional in it so i guess it's perfect for the dance. and i love it.
i changed my lj settings today- i felt the dark was dampening my spirit. ok maybe not really but i was sick of it. it kinda hurt my eyes to look at slash try to read. i just decided right now than typing out the word "slash" is way better than just putting a /.
time to make a list of people to hang out with over break so i dont forget: pat (obviously), sophia, katie, kelsey, sara barton (her name just flows i have to say the whole thing), kevin, anyone else who wants to do something.
time for dinner! peace out- i love you all!
ps there are a lot of () in this entry (which i dont use that much) hah there they are again! and no ... (which i always use). weird.