so the last few days have been an emotional rollercoaster..
hmm..catty left on friday at 12 ish.
me and darc had philosophy. which was kinda hard. oh well. tina had greek myth. then she had to go get a hepatitis shot so me her and darc decide to go skateboard to the student health office. were barely away from the dorms when darcie falls. i dont really think anything of it but she heads back.
i go with tina. and she tells me i dont have to wait so i go to clean alex's room. in the end it took us four hours and we really didnt do that much. five loads of laundry. vacuumed. rearranged some furniture. and cleaned just stuff. it was fun.
then we went to eat. but dlg closed at 7 and we were there at 715. so we all decide to sprint to carillo. but darc cant because her foot really hurts and shes using nathans crutches. so she goes back to the dorm and alex goes to get reis from the room. and me and tina and annelle sprint and make it just in time.
we eat. its nice. we got darc some food and stuff. were walking back by the lagoon and we see a skunk. and so reis throws a banana at it and it lifts its tail and we see its bum. and we all turned and ran away because we thought it was going to spray. i dont think it did though.
then we got back safely. gave darcie the food. and went to watch the incredibles with alex and reis because alex downloaded it. its super cute. and i think were all comfortable with each other and stuff. because everyone is comfortable with the hey lets make fun of krissy. like i dont even know. its funny sometimes. actually almost always and it really doesnt bother me. apparently i do something weird with my lip and alex did it to try to imitate me but everyone was like what are you doing. and i was like thats not a very good impression of me, ive seen a lot better. and so then reis just collapses to the ground and like shrinks into a ball. and starts breathing somewhat heavily. yeah that was a better representation of me.
christian came in towards the end of the movie. and watched it. then him and reis were going to give hank one of the shirts that reis and his friends make. he>i is the name. and i was like ooh are they for girls too? haha and he said yeah so i got one too. its nice. it has a gun aimed at a bunch of butterflies. reis said it would help conquer my fear of butterflies. oh and i got alexs fssp shirt. because he likes to be an individual and everyone from freshman summer start has that shirt. and i also got gregs cowboy hat. for break. sweet. its worth $50 so he said to take her easy. hah.
anyways then i went to neeras room to get their brita filter because i was thirsty. and i brought it back. and alex was on the bed. and i filled my water bottle up. and then put the pitcher down. and i was just standing there and alex pours water on me. and i was like alex! and so i poured some on his bed. and then christian was like oh alex that was so classic! and i was like hey thats mean so i poured some on him too. and then he was like krissy im glad theres a three week break where i wont have to see you. haha. made me laugh because i could tell he was just kidding. christian has warmed up to us.
and reis really likes the word ding-a-ling. and he said me and alex and him were all being ding-a-lings to each other just the way we were acting like making fun of each other. and that darcie and tina werent stupid and were just laughing. except darcie and tina heard because their too stupid to join in. and they teased him about that for the rest of the night.
anyways for some reason or another me and tina decided it would be a great idea to pull an all-nighter. and watch the sunrise. so we do. i go back to my room and pack. darcie tells us to wake her up for the sunrise. anyways i pack and talk online. i tell sam our plan and he says he'll be up too because hes dropping gayle off at the airport. anyways i come back over around 3ish to do laundry. im super tired. me and tina do it. and christian walks by and is super confused. haha. then we watch infomercials. saw a good one about a mini-trampoline. bounce and burn was the slogan. and then jose cruz's cruise control diet. then we fell asleep around five in the lounge. woke back up. finished laundry. and decided to go to bed and forget the sunrise.
missed the sunrise. got woken up around 930 and am told that i need to take darcie to the airport. im seriously dead but i start to wake myself up a little. so i take darcie in john sexys car. and its a nice drive over to the airport. im excited because its my first time being there. i go park and go to get a wheelchair for darcie. but the united guy says i need to get one from her company-america west. so i go and come back and darcie is gone and im nervous. and i call her and my phone doesnt work. but then it finally goes through. and shes inside. apparently the united guy had a change in heart and decided to pick her up. that was nice. so anyways me and darcie sat and talked because she was early. then i get this call from john about an hour later and hes like where the hell is my car i need it to go to my final? and i was like im at the airport still. and i thought he was kidding. but he wasnt. so i said bye to darcie and raced the car back.
tina was still there. so i said hi to her and alex. and they were eating and i wanted to go get my textbooks so i left them. and went to my room where i cleaned a bit. then went to get books. but i called sam first. he watched the sunset by himself. i felt bad. anyways i was like are we going to brunch? and he said yeah now. so i went with him and alex to eat. and we skated there and i really suck. like really.
anyways we ate. same was kinda grumpy and i dont know. i was just blah. and it was getting a little weird because it felt like sam didnt want me to go with him in the car. and so i was like well i'll take the train and he was like well i'll drop you off there. and i was just like blah. and getting frustrated because i coulda gone home with ryan or neera even. anyways we left. and alex wanted to go to the beach. i personally wanted to go back and sleep for a few hours. but it was decided we were going to state street. and so we went.
took us awhile to find parking. went to urban. and they bought some stuff. and i used the discount card. and sarah if youre reading. ive used it twice so far. and i might use it tomorrow. i dont know if thats bad. i'll call and ask perhaps. anyways then we went to coldstones. and both alex and sam always tease me about liking reis. and alex always is pretty negative. and says reis doesnt want a relationship which i understand but he could be more polite about how he says things. and sam is more optmistic. and thinks that i should be more optimistic. i dont know. anyways we visited reis. and said hi.
this bum called alex the captain. and asked if he had any tasty nuggets. alex gave him some of my starbursts and the guy was like no i mean tasty tasty nuggets. ie mary jane. haha. anyways we were all tired and we left. and we went to carillo but were too early so we waited. talked a little. apparently the little talk had an effect on me. we were talking about rating ourselves and alex rated himself an 8. which is funny. and reis calls him the ocho now. anyways i rated myself like a 7 ish. and then i dont know. sam was saying stuff and i was just getting frustrated because he didnt know what he was talking about because he didnt know me. and he was coming off like i was too picky with guys and thats why i didnt date. i just want to hold out for the right people. i dont know. anyways met brando. sams roommate. hes nice. went in. ate. came back out and sam had a $35 ticket. as did brando.
then we went back to pack. and apparently i was emotional and i cried on the way to my dorm. walking by myself. and i called sarah and left a message. and i was just in a bad mood. i finished packing and closing up the room. and then sam came up and helped me carry my stuff. then we went to meet reis and alex. who took awhile. paid reis for the shirt. then i dont know. then we went and got gas. and i was just emotional. i went to get a slurpee which was actually a parrot ice. oh well. and then i started to cry. and sam saw and he wanted to know why. and i told him. and he was like dude now i feel like a big jerk. and it was just weird. and i dont know. i told him it wasnt his fault. because it really wasnt. completely. and i dont know. and then he was going to have alex drive his car because that was an option to begin with but yeah. i was like let me just walk a little. and i walked. and alex saw me crying. and i dont know. oh well. reis was getting in n out.
anyways you'd think the ride home would be awkward. and i dont know. it wasnt. we talked the whole time. and at the end sam told me that if alex would have driven then he probably wouldnt have talked to me for awhile because it wouldve been weird. haha. and i dont know. made it to alexs house. reis beat us because we had to stop to pee. anyways his mom was so nice. and had food all set out. we got back probably around 930ish. oh and darcie called me. she has 2 broken bones in her foot. 4-6 weeks on crutches.
when we finally figured out what we wanted to do we decided to go to the spectrum. and sarah was working. even though it was closed. so i ran out of the car just to run and say hi. and they parked and we all waved from outside to inside. and they all make fun of me because i talk a lot about the people i like. and im always like my friend sarah..which has now just been shortened to sarah because they know who im talking about. and they wrote little notes on the frost of the windows. and on alexs car window reis wrote alex loves sarah. with a buncha hearts. reis likes hearts.
then we were like dude this is lame. what are we doing. so we left. and i dont know. i feel stupid i dont know what im doing. and we just go back to alexs to get some hot chocolate. and he has a rock climbing wall in his garage which is kinda cool. i dont know. they climbed that a bit. then we were getting ready for bed probably around 12ish.
and i wasnt going to brush my teeth but they all were. so i went to sams car to get my toothbrush. and i was going to go by myself but reis was going downstairs anyways and he was like well i dont want you to die. i mean a car could run you over. so i was like ok whatever. so i ran to the car and reis just walked a couple steps outside the door. and i come back. and the door is locked. and we cant get back inside. we both think that it was alex. just doing a little joke. so we try to get back inside but we cant. so were like ok lets just go to the car. when hes done with his joke he'll get us. after two hours we decided that we probably just locked ourselves out of the house. and it was seriously freezing. by the end of that ordeal i was wearing a shirt and my sweatshirt and jeans and socks plus one of reis's jackets, a sweatshirt, a pair of his jeans, a scarf, a beanie, and some more socks. and i was alright. we talked probably for a few hours. and then we fell asleep. and i was in the front seat with it reclined and he was in the back. and since he really didnt need to pack that much warm stuff to hawaii he didnt. and i think he took out a lot of what he had because when he was packing i was in the room and i was like why are you bringing all these pants and stuff. and so he just had a longsleeve shirt on and like 4 tshirts. and he was cold. i could tell. i felt bad. he was wearing a beanie and scarf too. anyways we slept and then would wake up and talk and then sleep some more. and by the time it was like 600 and getting a little light out we decided we were freezing and we would go to sams car because i had the keys and we would try the heater. so yeah the heater didnt work. or we didnt wait long enough to feel it. so we decided to try the door again. and then he did the garage. definitely not working. then im like what about the backyard. so we go back there. reis actually hopes the fence. and i dont know. they have a fruit tree back there so i picked a small one and threw it at the window where they were. no answer. reis throws his gatorade bottle. we both are just like ahh. and feel stupid because what are his parents going to think when they see us walk in. and then around 645 his mom comes downstairs and sees us in the backyard and all is good. she tells us that freckles..the dog..woke her up early and she went in and didnt see me in alexs bed or reis in the bonus room with sam and stuff. and she was worried and didnt know what to think like maybe we went surfing or something. or i dont know. and we told her our story and she was like why didnt you guys ring the doorbell? and we were like meh. and we really didnt want to wake them up. just alex. or sam. anyways so i slept in riana's room. and reis went in and threw stuff at sam and sam was confused because he thought reis missed his plane. and alex was actually in his room. and right before he had gone to bed he said to sam...sam have i been a good host?..no. haha. it was so cold. unbelievable.
anyways then we were going to see olivia play because they were going to be in mission viejo for this youth group church thing. and it was cute. christian rock. and theyre good. i liked listening. even though we were late and heard like three songs. and reis was so excited. you could tell. saw kaimana again and he remembered me. and kai-e-v. totally not how you spell it but close. and his girlfriend brooke. and the guys of the band. and stuff. it was fun. and kaiev is a model. and is really gorgeous. and he has a callback for a doritos thing. and if he gets it he could have $100,000. thats amazing. and i dont know how likely it is. like hes done small stuff. and hes been an extra for the show north shore. and i dont know. thats so cool though.
didnt see duke. oh well. kaimana said he'd be out here for awhile and him and alex exchanged numbers and he was like yeah and we could all hang out. it was cute. hes a nice guy. anyways then we left. went back to alexs and got reis's things to drop him off at LAX. first we went to taco mesa which is not the one in mission viejo but like by hooters. i dont know what city that is. by nike town. i wasnt hungry so i didnt eat and i felt stupid like one of those girls who just drinks because theyre totally watching their weight. oh well. and reis stuck an olivia sticker on the windows because they had tons of stickers. i think i might stick one onto wahoos walls. thatd be nice.
anyways me sam and reis fell asleep on the way to LAX. then we dropped reis off. and alex and him hugged. and then he gave sam a handshake and a hug and i was just like damnit krissy why are you so lame. why are you even here. and then he gave me a hug and i was just like mmrf. i dont know. i dont think i coulda been any more lame. but whatever. and he said he would miss us. haah. and hes coming back dec 30 and is going to hang out in san diego. sam and alex might go down for new years. they invited me but i dont know if that invitation is still open.
anyways sam and alex decide to make fun of me more and stuff. and i dont know. im not good at typing what they say but i could tell a story. and that would be better. and as i am home now i could do it. nina or sarah. as you are the only ones who read this. anyways we go back to alexs. get my stuff. and then sam heads home towards riverside. and alex takes me home. and we get there. and im like oh do you want to go inside and meet my parents. and he comes. and he talks and stuff. and then im like i'll show you my room and he saw it. and he was like wow youre sucha little kid and i can see why your parents call you a pack rat. haha. anyways then we were just kinda sitting there and earlier he had promised that he wasnt going to tease me about reis. and he did. and i was like alex. and he was like krissy im sorry. i really like you. and then he kinda started to go in for a kiss. and i was like what. no alex. im sorry. i cant. and it really just wasnt right. and i felt so bad. and he was like thats ok. and i dont know. we were kinda in my room for another few minutes then i walked him back outside to his car. and i was like were still going to hang out and stuff and he said yeah of course. and i really hope things dont change. i told neera the short version of the story and she said she thinks things will be fine because i wont be weird and alex wont be weird. and i hope thats true. and really it'll be fun. im excited for break.
we got our christmas tree today. tomorrow me and my mom are shopping. tuesday me and sarah and her mom are going to a disneyland breakfast. and i dont know. im tired. super tired. i think i might go to bed now.
oh and we listened to different music. and reis is into a lot of stuff. and he really likes the new tbs cd. and he told me that i should give the second the used cd a chance and i probably needed to listen to it more. and we listened to the cure. and other stuff.and i realized that i hadnt listened to music in so long. like before it was such a huge part of my life. and now i just hear what i hear when i go to peoples rooms. which is like pepper. i dont know. i miss it. i want to listen to some underground. or i dont know. and i miss it. and i wish me and sarah would have taken more initiative. and made our shirt company. like seeing reis's and his friends. like its so cool. and he said if kaiev got the money that they would buy a warehouse down in san diego. like it would be an art gallery and like they would make the shirts there. and like it was their dream. and he would transfer to ucsd. and that they would just spray paint stuff and be relaxed. i dont know. like i mean i know im doing stuff in my life. but it really feels like im not. and i can feel myself changing a little. its weird. like not big things. but just the way i react to certain things now. i dont know. i think this topic is a new entry altogether.
oh and went to mimis. first people to see were laura hansen and chamba chames. sweet. and really though. reis and alex are really great roommates and people. and i saw a lot of pictures from fssp. and it was cute. and alex is super different. and i dont know. reis. i like you. and i think you know. ok. bye.
me and darc had philosophy. which was kinda hard. oh well. tina had greek myth. then she had to go get a hepatitis shot so me her and darc decide to go skateboard to the student health office. were barely away from the dorms when darcie falls. i dont really think anything of it but she heads back.
i go with tina. and she tells me i dont have to wait so i go to clean alex's room. in the end it took us four hours and we really didnt do that much. five loads of laundry. vacuumed. rearranged some furniture. and cleaned just stuff. it was fun.
then we went to eat. but dlg closed at 7 and we were there at 715. so we all decide to sprint to carillo. but darc cant because her foot really hurts and shes using nathans crutches. so she goes back to the dorm and alex goes to get reis from the room. and me and tina and annelle sprint and make it just in time.
we eat. its nice. we got darc some food and stuff. were walking back by the lagoon and we see a skunk. and so reis throws a banana at it and it lifts its tail and we see its bum. and we all turned and ran away because we thought it was going to spray. i dont think it did though.
then we got back safely. gave darcie the food. and went to watch the incredibles with alex and reis because alex downloaded it. its super cute. and i think were all comfortable with each other and stuff. because everyone is comfortable with the hey lets make fun of krissy. like i dont even know. its funny sometimes. actually almost always and it really doesnt bother me. apparently i do something weird with my lip and alex did it to try to imitate me but everyone was like what are you doing. and i was like thats not a very good impression of me, ive seen a lot better. and so then reis just collapses to the ground and like shrinks into a ball. and starts breathing somewhat heavily. yeah that was a better representation of me.
christian came in towards the end of the movie. and watched it. then him and reis were going to give hank one of the shirts that reis and his friends make. he>i is the name. and i was like ooh are they for girls too? haha and he said yeah so i got one too. its nice. it has a gun aimed at a bunch of butterflies. reis said it would help conquer my fear of butterflies. oh and i got alexs fssp shirt. because he likes to be an individual and everyone from freshman summer start has that shirt. and i also got gregs cowboy hat. for break. sweet. its worth $50 so he said to take her easy. hah.
anyways then i went to neeras room to get their brita filter because i was thirsty. and i brought it back. and alex was on the bed. and i filled my water bottle up. and then put the pitcher down. and i was just standing there and alex pours water on me. and i was like alex! and so i poured some on his bed. and then christian was like oh alex that was so classic! and i was like hey thats mean so i poured some on him too. and then he was like krissy im glad theres a three week break where i wont have to see you. haha. made me laugh because i could tell he was just kidding. christian has warmed up to us.
and reis really likes the word ding-a-ling. and he said me and alex and him were all being ding-a-lings to each other just the way we were acting like making fun of each other. and that darcie and tina werent stupid and were just laughing. except darcie and tina heard because their too stupid to join in. and they teased him about that for the rest of the night.
anyways for some reason or another me and tina decided it would be a great idea to pull an all-nighter. and watch the sunrise. so we do. i go back to my room and pack. darcie tells us to wake her up for the sunrise. anyways i pack and talk online. i tell sam our plan and he says he'll be up too because hes dropping gayle off at the airport. anyways i come back over around 3ish to do laundry. im super tired. me and tina do it. and christian walks by and is super confused. haha. then we watch infomercials. saw a good one about a mini-trampoline. bounce and burn was the slogan. and then jose cruz's cruise control diet. then we fell asleep around five in the lounge. woke back up. finished laundry. and decided to go to bed and forget the sunrise.
missed the sunrise. got woken up around 930 and am told that i need to take darcie to the airport. im seriously dead but i start to wake myself up a little. so i take darcie in john sexys car. and its a nice drive over to the airport. im excited because its my first time being there. i go park and go to get a wheelchair for darcie. but the united guy says i need to get one from her company-america west. so i go and come back and darcie is gone and im nervous. and i call her and my phone doesnt work. but then it finally goes through. and shes inside. apparently the united guy had a change in heart and decided to pick her up. that was nice. so anyways me and darcie sat and talked because she was early. then i get this call from john about an hour later and hes like where the hell is my car i need it to go to my final? and i was like im at the airport still. and i thought he was kidding. but he wasnt. so i said bye to darcie and raced the car back.
tina was still there. so i said hi to her and alex. and they were eating and i wanted to go get my textbooks so i left them. and went to my room where i cleaned a bit. then went to get books. but i called sam first. he watched the sunset by himself. i felt bad. anyways i was like are we going to brunch? and he said yeah now. so i went with him and alex to eat. and we skated there and i really suck. like really.
anyways we ate. same was kinda grumpy and i dont know. i was just blah. and it was getting a little weird because it felt like sam didnt want me to go with him in the car. and so i was like well i'll take the train and he was like well i'll drop you off there. and i was just like blah. and getting frustrated because i coulda gone home with ryan or neera even. anyways we left. and alex wanted to go to the beach. i personally wanted to go back and sleep for a few hours. but it was decided we were going to state street. and so we went.
took us awhile to find parking. went to urban. and they bought some stuff. and i used the discount card. and sarah if youre reading. ive used it twice so far. and i might use it tomorrow. i dont know if thats bad. i'll call and ask perhaps. anyways then we went to coldstones. and both alex and sam always tease me about liking reis. and alex always is pretty negative. and says reis doesnt want a relationship which i understand but he could be more polite about how he says things. and sam is more optmistic. and thinks that i should be more optimistic. i dont know. anyways we visited reis. and said hi.
this bum called alex the captain. and asked if he had any tasty nuggets. alex gave him some of my starbursts and the guy was like no i mean tasty tasty nuggets. ie mary jane. haha. anyways we were all tired and we left. and we went to carillo but were too early so we waited. talked a little. apparently the little talk had an effect on me. we were talking about rating ourselves and alex rated himself an 8. which is funny. and reis calls him the ocho now. anyways i rated myself like a 7 ish. and then i dont know. sam was saying stuff and i was just getting frustrated because he didnt know what he was talking about because he didnt know me. and he was coming off like i was too picky with guys and thats why i didnt date. i just want to hold out for the right people. i dont know. anyways met brando. sams roommate. hes nice. went in. ate. came back out and sam had a $35 ticket. as did brando.
then we went back to pack. and apparently i was emotional and i cried on the way to my dorm. walking by myself. and i called sarah and left a message. and i was just in a bad mood. i finished packing and closing up the room. and then sam came up and helped me carry my stuff. then we went to meet reis and alex. who took awhile. paid reis for the shirt. then i dont know. then we went and got gas. and i was just emotional. i went to get a slurpee which was actually a parrot ice. oh well. and then i started to cry. and sam saw and he wanted to know why. and i told him. and he was like dude now i feel like a big jerk. and it was just weird. and i dont know. i told him it wasnt his fault. because it really wasnt. completely. and i dont know. and then he was going to have alex drive his car because that was an option to begin with but yeah. i was like let me just walk a little. and i walked. and alex saw me crying. and i dont know. oh well. reis was getting in n out.
anyways you'd think the ride home would be awkward. and i dont know. it wasnt. we talked the whole time. and at the end sam told me that if alex would have driven then he probably wouldnt have talked to me for awhile because it wouldve been weird. haha. and i dont know. made it to alexs house. reis beat us because we had to stop to pee. anyways his mom was so nice. and had food all set out. we got back probably around 930ish. oh and darcie called me. she has 2 broken bones in her foot. 4-6 weeks on crutches.
when we finally figured out what we wanted to do we decided to go to the spectrum. and sarah was working. even though it was closed. so i ran out of the car just to run and say hi. and they parked and we all waved from outside to inside. and they all make fun of me because i talk a lot about the people i like. and im always like my friend sarah..which has now just been shortened to sarah because they know who im talking about. and they wrote little notes on the frost of the windows. and on alexs car window reis wrote alex loves sarah. with a buncha hearts. reis likes hearts.
then we were like dude this is lame. what are we doing. so we left. and i dont know. i feel stupid i dont know what im doing. and we just go back to alexs to get some hot chocolate. and he has a rock climbing wall in his garage which is kinda cool. i dont know. they climbed that a bit. then we were getting ready for bed probably around 12ish.
and i wasnt going to brush my teeth but they all were. so i went to sams car to get my toothbrush. and i was going to go by myself but reis was going downstairs anyways and he was like well i dont want you to die. i mean a car could run you over. so i was like ok whatever. so i ran to the car and reis just walked a couple steps outside the door. and i come back. and the door is locked. and we cant get back inside. we both think that it was alex. just doing a little joke. so we try to get back inside but we cant. so were like ok lets just go to the car. when hes done with his joke he'll get us. after two hours we decided that we probably just locked ourselves out of the house. and it was seriously freezing. by the end of that ordeal i was wearing a shirt and my sweatshirt and jeans and socks plus one of reis's jackets, a sweatshirt, a pair of his jeans, a scarf, a beanie, and some more socks. and i was alright. we talked probably for a few hours. and then we fell asleep. and i was in the front seat with it reclined and he was in the back. and since he really didnt need to pack that much warm stuff to hawaii he didnt. and i think he took out a lot of what he had because when he was packing i was in the room and i was like why are you bringing all these pants and stuff. and so he just had a longsleeve shirt on and like 4 tshirts. and he was cold. i could tell. i felt bad. he was wearing a beanie and scarf too. anyways we slept and then would wake up and talk and then sleep some more. and by the time it was like 600 and getting a little light out we decided we were freezing and we would go to sams car because i had the keys and we would try the heater. so yeah the heater didnt work. or we didnt wait long enough to feel it. so we decided to try the door again. and then he did the garage. definitely not working. then im like what about the backyard. so we go back there. reis actually hopes the fence. and i dont know. they have a fruit tree back there so i picked a small one and threw it at the window where they were. no answer. reis throws his gatorade bottle. we both are just like ahh. and feel stupid because what are his parents going to think when they see us walk in. and then around 645 his mom comes downstairs and sees us in the backyard and all is good. she tells us that freckles..the dog..woke her up early and she went in and didnt see me in alexs bed or reis in the bonus room with sam and stuff. and she was worried and didnt know what to think like maybe we went surfing or something. or i dont know. and we told her our story and she was like why didnt you guys ring the doorbell? and we were like meh. and we really didnt want to wake them up. just alex. or sam. anyways so i slept in riana's room. and reis went in and threw stuff at sam and sam was confused because he thought reis missed his plane. and alex was actually in his room. and right before he had gone to bed he said to sam...sam have i been a good host?..no. haha. it was so cold. unbelievable.
anyways then we were going to see olivia play because they were going to be in mission viejo for this youth group church thing. and it was cute. christian rock. and theyre good. i liked listening. even though we were late and heard like three songs. and reis was so excited. you could tell. saw kaimana again and he remembered me. and kai-e-v. totally not how you spell it but close. and his girlfriend brooke. and the guys of the band. and stuff. it was fun. and kaiev is a model. and is really gorgeous. and he has a callback for a doritos thing. and if he gets it he could have $100,000. thats amazing. and i dont know how likely it is. like hes done small stuff. and hes been an extra for the show north shore. and i dont know. thats so cool though.
didnt see duke. oh well. kaimana said he'd be out here for awhile and him and alex exchanged numbers and he was like yeah and we could all hang out. it was cute. hes a nice guy. anyways then we left. went back to alexs and got reis's things to drop him off at LAX. first we went to taco mesa which is not the one in mission viejo but like by hooters. i dont know what city that is. by nike town. i wasnt hungry so i didnt eat and i felt stupid like one of those girls who just drinks because theyre totally watching their weight. oh well. and reis stuck an olivia sticker on the windows because they had tons of stickers. i think i might stick one onto wahoos walls. thatd be nice.
anyways me sam and reis fell asleep on the way to LAX. then we dropped reis off. and alex and him hugged. and then he gave sam a handshake and a hug and i was just like damnit krissy why are you so lame. why are you even here. and then he gave me a hug and i was just like mmrf. i dont know. i dont think i coulda been any more lame. but whatever. and he said he would miss us. haah. and hes coming back dec 30 and is going to hang out in san diego. sam and alex might go down for new years. they invited me but i dont know if that invitation is still open.
anyways sam and alex decide to make fun of me more and stuff. and i dont know. im not good at typing what they say but i could tell a story. and that would be better. and as i am home now i could do it. nina or sarah. as you are the only ones who read this. anyways we go back to alexs. get my stuff. and then sam heads home towards riverside. and alex takes me home. and we get there. and im like oh do you want to go inside and meet my parents. and he comes. and he talks and stuff. and then im like i'll show you my room and he saw it. and he was like wow youre sucha little kid and i can see why your parents call you a pack rat. haha. anyways then we were just kinda sitting there and earlier he had promised that he wasnt going to tease me about reis. and he did. and i was like alex. and he was like krissy im sorry. i really like you. and then he kinda started to go in for a kiss. and i was like what. no alex. im sorry. i cant. and it really just wasnt right. and i felt so bad. and he was like thats ok. and i dont know. we were kinda in my room for another few minutes then i walked him back outside to his car. and i was like were still going to hang out and stuff and he said yeah of course. and i really hope things dont change. i told neera the short version of the story and she said she thinks things will be fine because i wont be weird and alex wont be weird. and i hope thats true. and really it'll be fun. im excited for break.
we got our christmas tree today. tomorrow me and my mom are shopping. tuesday me and sarah and her mom are going to a disneyland breakfast. and i dont know. im tired. super tired. i think i might go to bed now.
oh and we listened to different music. and reis is into a lot of stuff. and he really likes the new tbs cd. and he told me that i should give the second the used cd a chance and i probably needed to listen to it more. and we listened to the cure. and other stuff.and i realized that i hadnt listened to music in so long. like before it was such a huge part of my life. and now i just hear what i hear when i go to peoples rooms. which is like pepper. i dont know. i miss it. i want to listen to some underground. or i dont know. and i miss it. and i wish me and sarah would have taken more initiative. and made our shirt company. like seeing reis's and his friends. like its so cool. and he said if kaiev got the money that they would buy a warehouse down in san diego. like it would be an art gallery and like they would make the shirts there. and like it was their dream. and he would transfer to ucsd. and that they would just spray paint stuff and be relaxed. i dont know. like i mean i know im doing stuff in my life. but it really feels like im not. and i can feel myself changing a little. its weird. like not big things. but just the way i react to certain things now. i dont know. i think this topic is a new entry altogether.
oh and went to mimis. first people to see were laura hansen and chamba chames. sweet. and really though. reis and alex are really great roommates and people. and i saw a lot of pictures from fssp. and it was cute. and alex is super different. and i dont know. reis. i like you. and i think you know. ok. bye.