Feb 13, 2007 02:04
but sometimes I cant help but be sad about certain situations and the way they always seem to re-present themselves. (not represent. but re-present?) weird. anyways.
I cant believe I cant sleep. I had no problem doing it in archaeology today. no problem at all.
I stopped by my dads today after class. He looked tired, and sad. He has a lot on his plate. I feel bad for giving him such a hard time for the past few years, but I know well enough not to let my guard down. I was talking to him about my internship and how 'DFH' was a tad bit of a farce, and he said something that I really liked. I mean, I really liked it.
He said, "Julie, you need to see the positive in every situation. People can always tell what youre thinking about them. It's important to stay positive."
How true? New, New years resolution: Start thinking positively about every situation. Perception is reality, Jul. Perception is reality. People have weird senses about eachother, and I know that he's right. You can always tell what someone is thinking. Whether you try to cloud it with your own falsified and sugar coated interpretation is your perogative. Cheers to honesty and optimism.
In other news, its 2:14 am, and I have to wake up in 6 hours.
See you never el jay,
or tomorrow.
February, Valentines Day
Did my best to avoid the red cliches
So you dumped me on the subway
On my way to work at 9 in the morning
Everybody else is holding bouquets
Now I'm holding my face in the basement
Scratching away for any trace
Of affection you will.