i took a vicodin from my mom.
when amy desrosier's mom died this summer it really made me sad. she had just spent a week at my house and i felt like we'd gotten pretty close. i was sad that amy had to lose her mom because i didn't think amy deserved that. i called my mom and we cried together on the phone. my mom loved having amy in the house. i was too scared to call amy. so i didn't. and i still haven't. and i still think about calling. but i don't.
when kerry's mom died in the fall i couldn't believe it. i read it in her livejournal in the middle of the night and my heart skipped a beat. i remember calling kerry that night and not knowing what to say. it made me really sad to think about kerry not having her mom anymore. and i thought about amy. i remember being in kerry's car and having this feeling that her mom was there too.
then about a month later david berkey died. it wasn't unexpected or anything, he'd had cancer. he'd been in the hospital for a whlie. i wasnt in tucson so i felt really removed from everything. i still wish that i'd told him how much i appreciated getting to be in his piece. i loved his class and his choreography and him. i wished that i could make kyle feel better because i know that they'd gotten really close. i've still got the golden apple in my car that he gave to each cast member.
there was a tsunami.
andrew's death has been the saddest thing i think i've ever experienced. what an amazing person.
josie is in a coma. suzuko told me today that she's been taken off of the thing that helps her breathe. she is breathing on her own i guess, which is a good thing?
and now blake's mom just od'd? i guess i only know him through kyle and only hung out with him a few times. but still. nobody should have to lose their mom.
i've been saying that the world is off. i feel like mother nature is trying to get back at humans for killing off all of the other creatures. i am semi-very-serious about this theory.
there's a lot of loss going on. is it all just a coincidence? am i going crazy? tell me what it is.
ps. i love vicodin too much.
when kerry's mom died in the fall i couldn't believe it. i read it in her livejournal in the middle of the night and my heart skipped a beat. i remember calling kerry that night and not knowing what to say. it made me really sad to think about kerry not having her mom anymore. and i thought about amy. i remember being in kerry's car and having this feeling that her mom was there too.
then about a month later david berkey died. it wasn't unexpected or anything, he'd had cancer. he'd been in the hospital for a whlie. i wasnt in tucson so i felt really removed from everything. i still wish that i'd told him how much i appreciated getting to be in his piece. i loved his class and his choreography and him. i wished that i could make kyle feel better because i know that they'd gotten really close. i've still got the golden apple in my car that he gave to each cast member.
there was a tsunami.
andrew's death has been the saddest thing i think i've ever experienced. what an amazing person.
josie is in a coma. suzuko told me today that she's been taken off of the thing that helps her breathe. she is breathing on her own i guess, which is a good thing?
and now blake's mom just od'd? i guess i only know him through kyle and only hung out with him a few times. but still. nobody should have to lose their mom.
i've been saying that the world is off. i feel like mother nature is trying to get back at humans for killing off all of the other creatures. i am semi-very-serious about this theory.
there's a lot of loss going on. is it all just a coincidence? am i going crazy? tell me what it is.
ps. i love vicodin too much.