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[mmmmindy]

I talked to my mom today... and she did the mom thing. I told her I've been kinda down, and she basically told me that I'm too special to settle for someone who won't give me what I need. I sacrifice what I want a lot for things that aren't really necessary. I have such a hard time being willing to put myself out there, but once I do.. I put it all out there. I think I agree with my mom though.

I need to put myself first.. and I'm slowly getting better at that already.

I just wish he wasn't so damn perfect, and I wish the timing didn't have to suck so bad.