gotta find somebody who appreciates all the love i give

[mmmmchelsy]

why not me? why not now?
i've been asking those question lately.

i really love mariah carey.
i'll be free after this weekend.
i can't wait for UofA.
i'm going to tell everyone
in tuscon my name is Ellie.

i wish my wierdness/crazyness was appealing.
i wish i was attached more easily.
i wish things worked out.
i wish i was important to more people.
i wish you didn't make me shake.
i wish i stuck in people's minds more.

i can't wait to help the people in africa.