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[mmmmallory]

I really really really want to be a photographer. I mean, take beautiful pictures.

But I am frusterated because two things stand in my way.

1. I don't have an awesome camera
2. I have nothing to photograph

But I'm going to make it a goal for this summer anyway. I'll use the film camera my dad gave me and my digital camera to the best of its potential. And maybe my pictures will look vaguely close to the ones that people take with amazing cameras.

I still really really really want an SLR...
Maybe if I go into Fine Art, I can buy it with the excuse that I'll use it for my program?
Provided that I get a half decent job this summer to even be able to afford one... my dad got a good one in 2007 for like... somewhere between $700-1000. Maybe in 2009 they will be cheaper? Still, that's like two months of rent for a camera. Maybe one day....

And if I learn to drive then I will be able to drive to places where I can take pictures to solve problem #2. Or just walk into the conservation park.

I really really really want to start doing all these things....

I wonder when my real life will actually start.