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So, Kafele, did you go to the audition? How'd it go?
I also think that...well, there's some stuff I have to think about. Which I'd rather not think about, but...ugh.
[We were dating last time, and then we weren't. Now that he's real again, sort of, does he think we're dating again? He didn't even know that we weren't last time. Shit. Do I ask him? But what if he keeps bringing it up and wants to date again? I don't know if I want to...which is weird. Or not. I thought it would be nice to be in a relationship again. Now that I have the opportunity I'm not so sure. Is it me? Or is it him?]
I also think that...well, there's some stuff I have to think about. Which I'd rather not think about, but...ugh.
[We were dating last time, and then we weren't. Now that he's real again, sort of, does he think we're dating again? He didn't even know that we weren't last time. Shit. Do I ask him? But what if he keeps bringing it up and wants to date again? I don't know if I want to...which is weird. Or not. I thought it would be nice to be in a relationship again. Now that I have the opportunity I'm not so sure. Is it me? Or is it him?]