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i'm so careless lately
i dont know if its good or bad
im dreading going back to school
half the people in it suck.
and im sure others think i do too, whatever.
the classes i was assigned suck, too.
i dont want fucking psychology. i didnt even put that as an alt.
im dropping out of culinary. im sick of that class
i hate going to guidance for college stuff.
i really doubt that i'll go to college
waste time and money figuring out what to do in life?
nahhhh
i'll just be a low life. its what im good at
i wanna live somewhere shitty.
i dont care for material things in life
im good with simple things that'll get me by.
i always have been
i could live on the streets and if i kept a job while doing that, i'd be happy
honestly, i wouldnt think too much of it.
i know friends would and probably wouldnt like me as much or at all or anything.
my parents would hate me.
i have a thing, where i never want to be anything big. i never want to have to wear a suit and tie to work. and i won't. its ridiculous.
why look professional. if you're good at what you do, it shouldn't matter what you wear.
this summer's been the best so far, with a couple exceptions.
i pretty much hung out with kate and sean the entire summer.
its been goood. i love them two. haa
kates so goofy and cute and fun to be around. and sean's been my bro since forever.
i met lindsay too, shes a cute girl.
i went camping as well. it was fun. i went with my family and three others from my moms side.
its nice just chilling with cousins for a week and some.
i came back though, and my job was closed.
they went out of business while i was away.
i was pissed. no one from nehd even called me. theyre stupid.
so i applied at dunkins today.
hopefully i get that.
i cant wait to get a new job and then a new car
2 door honda civic hatchback 5speed.
thats what i want.
itd be so fun to drive haha
my parents know im smoking again.
they've known for a while
they dont seem to care as much as before though
idk
i dont see it as such a big deal right now
im fine. my mom tells me i smell like smoke all the time and its annoying
but im not gonna do anything about it.
i'll quit when i feel is good.
it'll probably be when i have cancer or something though
i always wait till the last second
no one would miss me anyways.
if i'm just some bum, who cares
my cousin said she would, but i doubt it.
they wouldn't know
i dont know of many parents that still talk to cousins like their children do
i think you just grow apart after a while
idk i'll write more of this later
i dont know if its good or bad
im dreading going back to school
half the people in it suck.
and im sure others think i do too, whatever.
the classes i was assigned suck, too.
i dont want fucking psychology. i didnt even put that as an alt.
im dropping out of culinary. im sick of that class
i hate going to guidance for college stuff.
i really doubt that i'll go to college
waste time and money figuring out what to do in life?
nahhhh
i'll just be a low life. its what im good at
i wanna live somewhere shitty.
i dont care for material things in life
im good with simple things that'll get me by.
i always have been
i could live on the streets and if i kept a job while doing that, i'd be happy
honestly, i wouldnt think too much of it.
i know friends would and probably wouldnt like me as much or at all or anything.
my parents would hate me.
i have a thing, where i never want to be anything big. i never want to have to wear a suit and tie to work. and i won't. its ridiculous.
why look professional. if you're good at what you do, it shouldn't matter what you wear.
this summer's been the best so far, with a couple exceptions.
i pretty much hung out with kate and sean the entire summer.
its been goood. i love them two. haa
kates so goofy and cute and fun to be around. and sean's been my bro since forever.
i met lindsay too, shes a cute girl.
i went camping as well. it was fun. i went with my family and three others from my moms side.
its nice just chilling with cousins for a week and some.
i came back though, and my job was closed.
they went out of business while i was away.
i was pissed. no one from nehd even called me. theyre stupid.
so i applied at dunkins today.
hopefully i get that.
i cant wait to get a new job and then a new car
2 door honda civic hatchback 5speed.
thats what i want.
itd be so fun to drive haha
my parents know im smoking again.
they've known for a while
they dont seem to care as much as before though
idk
i dont see it as such a big deal right now
im fine. my mom tells me i smell like smoke all the time and its annoying
but im not gonna do anything about it.
i'll quit when i feel is good.
it'll probably be when i have cancer or something though
i always wait till the last second
no one would miss me anyways.
if i'm just some bum, who cares
my cousin said she would, but i doubt it.
they wouldn't know
i dont know of many parents that still talk to cousins like their children do
i think you just grow apart after a while
idk i'll write more of this later