spiraling down down down
im frustrated, and i feel as though i have nothing going for me, and
that people are using me. and i dont like it. not one bit at alllll. i
am not enjoying the shit going down right now, and i think that it need
to stop for obvious reasons, this is MY LIFE, not yours, not anyones,
and i feel as though its not mine, and other people are taking
control. this shit needs to stop. i have lots of work on top of
this. it sucks. i hate my life.