Apr 15, 2005 21:01
whats up not all that much for me these past couple of days just the same oh stuff going out to leemen feild playing ball and walking around. yesterday i had to freeze my ass off for almost an hour cause my mom forgot about me, but i guess thats coo. the past few days i have really noticed who my friends i shurely know its not who i thought they were isn't funny how you think you know stuff but whatcha really know is jack shit. it just seems there is always somethin in life to make it suck for you every time you think it starts going good then nothin again. i don't know why i feel depressed these couple a days maybe its this whole fuckin place and almost everyone around it or maybe its the fact that i will never succede to be anything and people rubb in my face but ofcourse they have the right to, i'm shure i'll be just like they say a lee high drop out who sales drugs lives on foodstamps either has the shittest trailer or apartment or no house at all. i'm already convinced thats gonna be me in a year or two but who could really care anymore all i say to life now and everyone in it fuck u