still here
I couldnt meditate if I wanted to...I can never shut my brain off...so many thoughts so little time.
I have been hermitting again...keeping to myself...hiding out...thinking...sometimes good...sometimes bad. My brain is a mean evil place and its favorite victim...is me.
As far as other people go...sometimes...I want to talk...and other times....I want to stab...but mostly I just want them to go away. Especially the bad ones. I know too many bad selfish awful hurtful emotionally retarded people. I dont really wish harm on them...just therapy...and lots of medication. Happy pills. If not for thier sanity...then for mine.
What am I talking about? I have no idea. Please dont assume this post is about you...it could be...but still...it isnt good to assume. ASSume...
Right...
So there you go.
I have been hermitting again...keeping to myself...hiding out...thinking...sometimes good...sometimes bad. My brain is a mean evil place and its favorite victim...is me.
As far as other people go...sometimes...I want to talk...and other times....I want to stab...but mostly I just want them to go away. Especially the bad ones. I know too many bad selfish awful hurtful emotionally retarded people. I dont really wish harm on them...just therapy...and lots of medication. Happy pills. If not for thier sanity...then for mine.
What am I talking about? I have no idea. Please dont assume this post is about you...it could be...but still...it isnt good to assume. ASSume...
Right...
So there you go.