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so tomorrow i leave for the uk. i don't know how i feel about it all. if i did have a new year's resolution i think i would need to work on being more outgoing. travel is definitely a priority. and to start my motivation the mother is coming with me and we are traveling around england. i have a feeling that this trip will either make or break our relationship. i am excited to see everyone again....i think by the end of next week i will really need to have a night out. i had my last burrito...i can't wait until the day we can reunite together. there is a lot of things i am going to miss: my car, mexican food, yours/my bed, the sun, tv ahem...i will be missing L Word (man i can't believe it has been a year), my lady friends, a lady friend, the bros of san diego, my room, family drama, blarg i can go on but i won't. a long drive with mia put some things into perspective, maybe i all i needed was to talk on top of a mountain over looking north county. i am truly grateful for the opportunity to study abroad but i never knew how hard it would be to leave some things behind. so yeah...i am trying to have optimistic ideas about the next 6 months. it will all be good, things will fall into place, and in the end the 6 months won't seem so long. i don't believe in magic but i am hoping for a picnic in central park...