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Today was like...I dunno let's just talk about it
Ok so I hate making plans with like 10 people and then like I dunno. Today after school Drew was really nice and drove Tara and KT and me to Hollywood Tans. We went to Genaurdis and I bought some Oreos and we sat and talked while Tara and KT got cancer. Boys are so weird!!! I hate this. It's like...ugh...they like don't know when someone likes them. So um ok that's over and done with, glad I got it outta my system. Then Tara was gonna go to Britney's and I just didn't feel like going b/c well...I dunno I guess I just wanted to go home. So then Tara and KT and Drew went to Keswick to get Dan a present...like I thought Tara was gonna go to Britney's...but I dunno if I would've gone with them. I don't know. I just didn't feel like going to Britney's. Then today Mallory wants to chill too but now I'm going to the movies w/ people she doesn't know so...ahhhh
Today made me sad. Like D block. I was just sitting there and didn't feel like talking to anyone. Just thinking about my friends. And thinking about drugs and stuff. I don't know. I'm just happy I got to go home and see my brother, which cheers me up. We watched part of Mr. Deeds and now he went to sleep cuz he's sick. Then Mike Edge came to uh...say hey.
Ok so I don't really know what's goin on tonight. And I just want to stay home. Because I just feel sad. Just like Richard Cory haha. He had a sadness deep inside of him. And I wanted to go to prom. And I wanted to go with Donut but he's taking Duke. OMG this has got to be the most boring entry ever.
Lastnight I was thinking why people have livejournals. Is it so that they can impress people with listing the countless things they are doing? I hope it doesn't seem like I'm doing that. I know people who do that and it's really annoying and boring to read. Or maybe people just use livejournal (or crappy ass xanga etc.) to like...I dunno substitute for their life...or maybe they are OCD about writing on it (like laura secor :P!) or I dunno. I guess I just want to write something good that people will read and say, hey that's pretty funny or she's kinda of a good writer. that and to keep in touch with friends because SOME of them HAD to move to MASSACHUSSETTS and SOME just HAVE to live in DIFFERENT STATES! AND different COUNTRIES!
Ok I'm still sad so Ima go and listen to Coheed and Cambria...which btw their video SUCKS!
Ok so I hate making plans with like 10 people and then like I dunno. Today after school Drew was really nice and drove Tara and KT and me to Hollywood Tans. We went to Genaurdis and I bought some Oreos and we sat and talked while Tara and KT got cancer. Boys are so weird!!! I hate this. It's like...ugh...they like don't know when someone likes them. So um ok that's over and done with, glad I got it outta my system. Then Tara was gonna go to Britney's and I just didn't feel like going b/c well...I dunno I guess I just wanted to go home. So then Tara and KT and Drew went to Keswick to get Dan a present...like I thought Tara was gonna go to Britney's...but I dunno if I would've gone with them. I don't know. I just didn't feel like going to Britney's. Then today Mallory wants to chill too but now I'm going to the movies w/ people she doesn't know so...ahhhh
Today made me sad. Like D block. I was just sitting there and didn't feel like talking to anyone. Just thinking about my friends. And thinking about drugs and stuff. I don't know. I'm just happy I got to go home and see my brother, which cheers me up. We watched part of Mr. Deeds and now he went to sleep cuz he's sick. Then Mike Edge came to uh...say hey.
Ok so I don't really know what's goin on tonight. And I just want to stay home. Because I just feel sad. Just like Richard Cory haha. He had a sadness deep inside of him. And I wanted to go to prom. And I wanted to go with Donut but he's taking Duke. OMG this has got to be the most boring entry ever.
Lastnight I was thinking why people have livejournals. Is it so that they can impress people with listing the countless things they are doing? I hope it doesn't seem like I'm doing that. I know people who do that and it's really annoying and boring to read. Or maybe people just use livejournal (or crappy ass xanga etc.) to like...I dunno substitute for their life...or maybe they are OCD about writing on it (like laura secor :P!) or I dunno. I guess I just want to write something good that people will read and say, hey that's pretty funny or she's kinda of a good writer. that and to keep in touch with friends because SOME of them HAD to move to MASSACHUSSETTS and SOME just HAVE to live in DIFFERENT STATES! AND different COUNTRIES!
Ok I'm still sad so Ima go and listen to Coheed and Cambria...which btw their video SUCKS!