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weird dreams weird thoughts.
these past couple of days have seriously sucked the life outa me. so much stuff due this week and so many bum deals this weekend.
artswalk was alright. nicole was talking about how much she thinks this summer is going to rule, but i felt totally different. it was weird being around who i hung out with for the most of last summer, but be treated totally different. i hate it. i am an outsider with people who used to be my best friends, but they are all still so tight.
i know i have so many people i could talk to about all the stuff i am feeling right now, but i dont believe anyone would understand because i don't even get it. and all the scenarios i've gone through in my head are too shitty or too make believe. i want to see into the future
these past couple of days have seriously sucked the life outa me. so much stuff due this week and so many bum deals this weekend.
artswalk was alright. nicole was talking about how much she thinks this summer is going to rule, but i felt totally different. it was weird being around who i hung out with for the most of last summer, but be treated totally different. i hate it. i am an outsider with people who used to be my best friends, but they are all still so tight.
i know i have so many people i could talk to about all the stuff i am feeling right now, but i dont believe anyone would understand because i don't even get it. and all the scenarios i've gone through in my head are too shitty or too make believe. i want to see into the future