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Hello.
Well...If you dont know im home its not a biggy. Im not really ecstatic about the fact. Friends ..humm friends are there through the good and the bad or maybe just the high. I miss my old life. It was much more happier. With many more smiles and less tears. I wanna get high and forget all that matters. Ill just go pop the fuck out of pills. Yep thats what I will do. Ok so here is my problem... Ive been home for a week now and I know Ihave alot of restrictions that I have caused on myself because of the stupid shit I did before. So I call a friend (Billy)to say hey and they have every excuse to get off the phone with me. I thought we were really good friends yah know more like best friends. Im not the only one that thought so. Trust. So I wanna hang out with him and talk to him every once in a while sense he works 24/7 but when I called him today he is with Brent who ever the fuck he is getting high and then he hangs up on me. What the fuck. Anywase maybe i take things too seriously sense Billy can laugh everything off. Hahahahahah. Not so god damn funny. I miss my life. I miss me. Who the fuck am I?
Well...If you dont know im home its not a biggy. Im not really ecstatic about the fact. Friends ..humm friends are there through the good and the bad or maybe just the high. I miss my old life. It was much more happier. With many more smiles and less tears. I wanna get high and forget all that matters. Ill just go pop the fuck out of pills. Yep thats what I will do. Ok so here is my problem... Ive been home for a week now and I know Ihave alot of restrictions that I have caused on myself because of the stupid shit I did before. So I call a friend (Billy)to say hey and they have every excuse to get off the phone with me. I thought we were really good friends yah know more like best friends. Im not the only one that thought so. Trust. So I wanna hang out with him and talk to him every once in a while sense he works 24/7 but when I called him today he is with Brent who ever the fuck he is getting high and then he hangs up on me. What the fuck. Anywase maybe i take things too seriously sense Billy can laugh everything off. Hahahahahah. Not so god damn funny. I miss my life. I miss me. Who the fuck am I?