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i miss my compadre. i think me and cassandra might go to beyond analogs practice tomorrow, if she wants to. because then i wouldnt go to the show on saturday. im not even sure whats happening this saturday. or tomorrow for that matter. spring break is going by too fast. it sucks.
im really stressed out lately, and i keep worrying about g.g. they might put her in a nursing home tomorrow and i dont know why because she is not doing well enough to be there. and i know how those bastards treat people in there. i cant think about it w/ out crying. i dont want anybody to mistreat her. but i feel like i cant do anything about it. well because i cant. i just wish that she was okay. because i feel bad that i cant help her. i feel bad that i cant make her feel better.
alex is on my last nerve. i wish he didnt live here anymore. but my dad is too nice. i cant stand being in the same room as alex. he is soo freaking ungrateful. the other night he was telling his mom on the phone how he cant sleep because we keep it to warm and how the fan right next to his big head doesnt do anything either, he said "its colder outside than it is in the apartment". so i told him if he liked he could sleep outside.
im really stressed out lately, and i keep worrying about g.g. they might put her in a nursing home tomorrow and i dont know why because she is not doing well enough to be there. and i know how those bastards treat people in there. i cant think about it w/ out crying. i dont want anybody to mistreat her. but i feel like i cant do anything about it. well because i cant. i just wish that she was okay. because i feel bad that i cant help her. i feel bad that i cant make her feel better.
alex is on my last nerve. i wish he didnt live here anymore. but my dad is too nice. i cant stand being in the same room as alex. he is soo freaking ungrateful. the other night he was telling his mom on the phone how he cant sleep because we keep it to warm and how the fan right next to his big head doesnt do anything either, he said "its colder outside than it is in the apartment". so i told him if he liked he could sleep outside.