Mar 16, 2005 16:32
I'm walking up the stairs it's beautiful picturesc everything is so perfect. The sky above me is clearest blue I've ever glimpse at. My feet are light, but my heart is beating like a mad drum. I've never been this excited in my whole life. THe doors are in front of me waiting for me to open them. I reach out and my heart skips beats. I walk through door into a realm of purity. It's beautiful beyone imagination. He's standing there smiling watching me walk eagerly towards him. This is my moment. I get to meet my father the one that gave me life, that one that loves me beyone imagination. I walk to him so happy, tears running down my cheeks. He wraps his arms around me and holds me so tight and comfortably. I've never been this conent, there's something about his embrace that makes me feel so at home. He whispers in my ear "I love you" and it's so full of meaning. IT's more then my parents have ever said to me, my friends, my husband will ever say to me. He wipes the tears off my cheeks and kisses me on the forehead. FOr once in my whole life my focus is 100% on him, and for once my heart is completely full I need nothing else. That's how I picture heaven to be. I was always worried about how my heart would feel not knowing anyone I know now or loving them, but then after this imagery I feel it won't matter because he will fill me 100% and give me taht satisfaction and i won't need anything more. THat is what I have to look forward to and I am so excited.
I am so in love with him!