&&well i spent the night at my moms once again and i woke up er w/e it was raining so iwent to mollys got my lil thing she left me. (thanks bud)
&& then marissa came to my moms and we went to watch fireworks and my moms friends house and we chilled had some good talks and al that good stuff , had a fun time i must say. then this guy was checkin my mom out and stuff me and bird were crackin up. but yeah then we wen back to my moms and marissa drove us to taco bell them my dads... haha i love marissa doucette.=) wowie we freakkin cracked up laughing at the stupidest things possible. and she helped me threw alot and we just lay it out because were cool like that and yeah u kno ur jealous.
&&& molly//julia called , and told me some things i wish i woulda known before they left type of deal. so looks like im messin up and idk yet. hopefully i can fix things and not be different.ehh enough of that..
im sorry.
i dont kno how to handle this.
i never meant to change once again my wall rearranged it wasnt my attention as i just sit here wishing you woulda spoke and not be a chicken i try not to care but at times its just to hard to care.