Sorry to Sillence
Title: Sorry to Sillence
Pairing: Yunjae
Rating: PG-13
Genre: drama, romance
Length: oneshot
Summary: every sorry need words, every sorry left unsaid...
Flashback
That’s it!!!
He forget about my birthday, and now he hung my call!!!
Jung Yunho…U’re dead!!!
Present
“Babe….I’m really sorry…” the darker man beg to his lover when he got flash memory of his boyfriend’ birthday today as he enjoy his night with friends in club.
“You don’t mean that…yea I know it Yunho…” the slender male stay with flat tune as he wash dishes.
Just call him by his real name with that tone sure enough for the younger male to notice angry on the other male.
“Jae…” he left speechless…
Usually he’ll go hug his boyfriend just like that…but now, even looking at his boyfriend such an ashamed thing for him.
But…being a good hearted he is, Kim Jaejoong forgive his husband gonna be…
Flashback
“Yunnie…”
“Hmmm…” Yun answer while flipping next page on the magazine he read.
“Mmmmm…about tomorrow…do you…”
“WHOA!!! Jae! Look at this…I want this car for long time!!! Aish…should save money more I guess…” Yun sudden said as reading the details on the said car.
Jae just stare at him disappointedly…
Well…no one would not mad with such an act…well..you have talk with your boyfriend about tomorrow’ 3th anniversary…where your boyfriend don’t even remember it and ignore you just for a picture of a car…
But…being kindhearted as he is, Kim Jaejoong just understand his boyfriend…
‘He’s just being Yunho’ He tough bitterly…
Present
“Babe…I’m so sorry I didn’t prepare anything…I’m just really busy today…”
Jae just smile at his boyfriend, put the novel he read and come toward his-just-come-home-lover.
“It’s ok, Yun…I understand…now go wash up…I prepare your fave dishes as small celebration for us…” Jae smile and take his soon to be husband suitcase.
“Thanks babe…” Yun said as he peck Jae on the lips.
The gentle smile trace on the older male vanished as replace with sigh.
Flashback
“Yun…about the wedding…”
“What is it again?! Jae…please…can u see I’m tired? Told you to have wedding planner! But u insisted on planning as u want! Now what?! U keep nagging me when I’m trying to sleep!” Yun said it with angry tone as he adjust himself to comfortable to bed.
Unknowingly to him, the other male shed single tears.
“I’m sorry…” Jae finally said and he ready to bed as well.
Present
“Babe…I didn’t mean that…forgive me?” Yun said in the morning he woke up when he see the lovely figure making breakfast in the kitchen.
Jae just smile when his Yun hug him from behind and say “It’s ok, Yun…hey…why don’t we call a wedding planner?”
“Jae…you serious? I mean…don’t take my words…I was just tired…I didn’t…”
“Hey hey hey…” Jae put one finger on Yun’ lips “See…I’m ok…I’m too confuse to think anyway…wedding planner make it easy for us…so…I’m fine with it…” he smile…again.
Flashback
“Fine! Just do as you like!” Yun swing the door loudly and make a huge bang sound echoed their room after some arguments about Yun want to pending the wedding since he’s too busy and Jae don’t want to pending because he spread the invitation already, even have a serious talk with his parent about the marriage since his parent never approve their relationship from the beginning.
It’s Yunho who ask him to elope,
It’s Yunho who ask him to move with him,
It’s Yunho who ask him to spare from his parent and choose his lover instead,
It’s Yunho who promise to give him everything,
It’s Yunho he believes in everything,
It’s Yunho he gave in his every first,
It’s always Yunho…
And it’s Yunho to make him this stupid for not seeing anything except blind love they created for both…
Present
“Yun…please…come back…I’m sorry…I realize it…It’s my mistake…I’m sorry…please…back…” the last message he left on his boyfriend’ voice mail.
Few minutes later heard the door knob open and reveal the tall messy man.
“YUN!” Jae hug him spontaneously.
“Jae…” He rub his lover’ back softly and mumble ‘sorry’ words.
“I’m sorry I’m sorry…I won’t shout at you…I won’t accuse you…I’ll listen to you…just please...don’t leave me…” Jae said despreatedly with unstoppable tears and hug Yun tighter.
“Jae…listen…I’m sorry for hurting you like this…I love you…I’m sorry…” he follow his boyfriend, crying and buried his face on his lover’ hair.
Flashback
“YUNHO!!! For God shake!!! That just a simple peck! We’re just friend!”
“On the lips Jae! On YOUR lips! OH GOD!”
“Yun! We’re friend since…since God know when…even before I met YOU!”
“Well! So it’s right! You’ll love to engage with him if I didn’t propose u!”
“Oh Yunho Yunho Yunho…We’re bestfriend! We won’t get married just because u didn’t propose that night! My parent don’t even like me being GAY!”
Yun smirk “Now…so it’s my fault for dragging u into my life…being part of gay…being with me!”
“Are u accusing me being unloyal to you??? It should be YOU!”
“What did you say??? I never ever touch any other human being except you JAE! And at least I’m not kissing other people in PUBLIC PLACE in front of your BOYFRIEND!”
“I’m not cheating!!!! Don’t talk to me like that, Jung Yunho.”
“So, what now Kim?”
“I don’t know what should I do with you anymore…I don’t know how to deal with you anymore!”
“Then don’t! I don’t even ask u to understand!”
“So it’s my fault then…my fault for you forgetting my birthday, ignoring me, forgetting our anniversary, dumping me for such a stupid party with you friend, left me alone every night for you to come to tell me you want to pending marriage…who knows now u wanna cancel it…”
“Oooooh…I see now…it’s you actually the one who wanna cancel it.”
“I’m not you, YUNHO!”
“I’m not you either, KIM!”
“Oh GOD! I should just listen to my parent!” Jar leave living room to go to their shared bedroom and to his closet to gather his clothes and put it on huge suitcase.
“FINE FINE!!! LEAVE!!”
Present
Silence…
Just plain wind sound…
No words said…
No warms hugs…
No kisses…
No Jae…
Just plain sillentness echoed bedroom…
No warmth,
No voice,
No love,
Just plain room
With him and his bambi doll
He eyed his doll
Flashback
“Told you so…let the almighty Kim Jaejoong to win this!”
Jae positioned him self to shoot the bambi doll his friend want.
It’s the first thing Jae got for him
“It should be me to impressed you and give you present.” Yunho pouted but smile secretly at his doll.
“Awwww…Yunnie don’t be such a cry baby…I’m a man too…I could get other people present too…” Jae said with smile.
Jae is always gentle, even before they hookup…and Jae always patient even sometimes he’s being a jerk until when they engage to each other from Jae’ parent disknowing.
Yun’ parent died in car accident 2 years ago that’s when he ask Jae to move with him.
Jae agree, but his parent didn’t. He persuade Jae to elope with reason he don’t have any one now, just Jae only.
He ask too many things from Jae, yet he didn’t realize
He’s an a**hole to Jae, yet he didn’t sorry
He stole so many things and give back worthless sh*t to Jae…yet he didn’t even sorry.
Present
“Jae…come eat something…your appa and your sisters are waiting for you downstairs…”
“Nae, umma” ha fake smile…again.
It’s millionth time he force expretion. He know he’s not an entertainer…but he just can’t let other people know what inside him, especially something worst like this.
He grew with ‘always smile and make people happy’ lesson inside his head.
That’s make Kim Jaejoong.
It’s been 5 months already.
Snowie…Some people hate it cause of the coldness,
Some people love it cause of the colors,
But there’s some person who wait every colors, every coldness to vanished in time went by…
It’s make Jung Yunho and Kim Jaejoong…
T.T…
Hey…
Some randomness waiting for this hunger…
Just miss Yunjae…bet alotta people do…hope things get better for five of them be together…anyway…I wanna see some comments…*dunno why makes author happy receive some* well…it may be the worst fic you’ve read *sorry*
I’m planning on making sequel since I dun really like angst…mmmm…I dunno…maybe ^^