transition.

Apr 20, 2006 13:43

passion. risk. transition.

im at an interesting point in my life. this is a time when i feel like i am re-evaluating a lot about me.

one major thing i've been thinking about is, what do i want out of my future. i always had things that i've wanted to happen and try to make it so, but i feel like i'm hitting a point where i just want to see what happens in life. i can only pave the road for my future by living right now. i don't want to make decisions about me that i can't stick to, or that i may want to change. i guess, the future is undecided. some day the future will be the present, what happens at that point will be what my future is supposed to be.

does this mean i'm "giving up" on everything i've built myself on you may ask yourself? no no no. i'm not giving up on anything. i'm just re-evaluating me. if i knew what i wanted, then i suppose things would be easily decided. however, i'm very confused on what i want (in certain aspects). in other areas, i know what i want very much so. i'm being super vague, sorry. life takes time to unfold.

my passion is creating and experiencing, i am willing to take risks to be happy, i am transitioning into the next stage.

i'm probably rambling and making no sense to anyone but me. thats ok.
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