CAN YOU BELIEVE-
that MELODY BOONE is writing in her LIVEJOURNAL. ohh man. lets see- life sucks. (if u dont want to hear complaining, id advise you to NOT read this.)
This is the only place i can truly get my feelings out.
Im not going to lie or anything, but people have bad days all the times. right? Theres 3 days since '07 that i clearly remmeber. January 5, '07, Me, Megan, Merissa, And Alyssa were meeting Jenna, Chelsea at applebees. Guess what happens. A SUV decides to stop at a yeild sign with no oncoming traffic, and while i was looking over my shoulding merging i hit the SUV. Its my fault legally, even though they should not of been stopped but yeah. About 9:00pm, boom, my life changed drastically from there. No '08 class hooptie award. The Punkrock Poop Mobile gone forever. My life, changed. This is cheesy but true, but i had lost my best friend. Nobody loved thier car more then i did mine. SO many memories. Me&jenna decorated my car 9235 times to make it pretty. I had punkrock written with smiley stickers on the windshield. Here i am now, 6 months later with no car. Im almost at the point though, but i will never forget the 197 days i spent with my poop. 7 1/2 months.
Next we have, the worst day(s) at school. THe day i found out i was failing chemistry, is the day i stopped trying. this is horrible, but so true. My phone went off this day in mr. widdows class, which is not a good thing.
Now, yesteday. The day my trust with my dad will be gone forever. I lied about where i was all night, adnd he found out who i was really wish. Although this was my FIRST time lying to him, he thinks thier were plenty more. Im grounded for the rest of my life, so good luck trying to hang out with me, you can call or text me tho- 8553947. It was an amazing night tho :] lol. But the after effect- oh boy. Nobody understands how much trouble i am in. & its more then just the lies i told my dad, i just cant say it on here lol. But, anyways, since im grounded all i do is work.
My credit card (debt card) is stolen/lost. I have NOOOO idea who has it. I had it cancled, and they still bought stuff, from citco, meijer, marathon, big kmart, and more. Im work everyday for what? so other people can steal my money. Being the independant individual that i am, i got everything taken care of. I wasnt even going to tell my dad but he wanted mt to go buy him something with it, and im like i cant & he went crazy. & since he knows the people that iv been hanging out wth, and he doesnt like him (ps we ALLLLL work together, me, dad, the friens my dad doesnt like, my dads gf cari), so he thinks those guys took it, when i kno for a FACT they didnt.
Thats why my dad is mainly so mad at me. I have no responsiblity, and im 'running wild', is what he told my mom. I do by the way have responsibilty. When i know i work at 730am, i go home early. I sleeep, i get to work. I do everything BY myself, everyday. I eat b ymyself, and live. Since my parents divorce, i have to be by myself. Im 17 years old, and my dad makes me work 2 jobs. What kinda dad does that. Jenna & bani tell me all the time, that i shouldnt know how do live & stuff, being young, but i feel i have to. If i had the money, i would be living by myself, or with jenna. I need out.
Lets see- from last entry in dec 03, to now june 25. So much has happened. I cant imagine writing everything. I beleive i changed a lot, and i dont think for the better. Party life for me has risen, and my standards have lowered, and that sounds bad yes i know.
On good notes- their has been a lot of fun nights with my bestiessssssss. The last week of school was fun doing stuff all day, everyday.
I started my 2nd job at Bengal Stone Center, in may. Its pretty nice here, thats where im at right now, working lol. We sell like bricks mulch pavers stone boulders dirt, and i ring the customers up when they buy it. I get to eat all day when i want, leave if i had a car to go bget food, stay on the comp all day. My manager is the guy i babysit for. But like i siaid up there ^, i work with my dads girlfriend and id rther not. Its pretty chill here though.
k day 2 of me writing this thingy ^
>>
Hopefully almost getting a car.
I realllllllly need something, so i can save my money for something else.
Leadership camp is coming soon !!! july 22-27. wow ! did i tell you all? I won SENIOR CLASS PRESIDENT !!!! wow accomplsihment. Jenna is Vp & Chels Treasss, Stacey Secretary. Wow im exited. But if my GPA drops anymore ill be booooooted out. soo yuhhh.
Punkrock & Stefanie- I cant thankyou enoough for being there for me this past week/end. It means more then you know. <3 im here always also.
i think i shallllllllllllll start updating more often
sry for my complaints, its cuse thr day i wrote it, i was in the worst moood ever ever
This is the only place i can truly get my feelings out.
Im not going to lie or anything, but people have bad days all the times. right? Theres 3 days since '07 that i clearly remmeber. January 5, '07, Me, Megan, Merissa, And Alyssa were meeting Jenna, Chelsea at applebees. Guess what happens. A SUV decides to stop at a yeild sign with no oncoming traffic, and while i was looking over my shoulding merging i hit the SUV. Its my fault legally, even though they should not of been stopped but yeah. About 9:00pm, boom, my life changed drastically from there. No '08 class hooptie award. The Punkrock Poop Mobile gone forever. My life, changed. This is cheesy but true, but i had lost my best friend. Nobody loved thier car more then i did mine. SO many memories. Me&jenna decorated my car 9235 times to make it pretty. I had punkrock written with smiley stickers on the windshield. Here i am now, 6 months later with no car. Im almost at the point though, but i will never forget the 197 days i spent with my poop. 7 1/2 months.
Next we have, the worst day(s) at school. THe day i found out i was failing chemistry, is the day i stopped trying. this is horrible, but so true. My phone went off this day in mr. widdows class, which is not a good thing.
Now, yesteday. The day my trust with my dad will be gone forever. I lied about where i was all night, adnd he found out who i was really wish. Although this was my FIRST time lying to him, he thinks thier were plenty more. Im grounded for the rest of my life, so good luck trying to hang out with me, you can call or text me tho- 8553947. It was an amazing night tho :] lol. But the after effect- oh boy. Nobody understands how much trouble i am in. & its more then just the lies i told my dad, i just cant say it on here lol. But, anyways, since im grounded all i do is work.
My credit card (debt card) is stolen/lost. I have NOOOO idea who has it. I had it cancled, and they still bought stuff, from citco, meijer, marathon, big kmart, and more. Im work everyday for what? so other people can steal my money. Being the independant individual that i am, i got everything taken care of. I wasnt even going to tell my dad but he wanted mt to go buy him something with it, and im like i cant & he went crazy. & since he knows the people that iv been hanging out wth, and he doesnt like him (ps we ALLLLL work together, me, dad, the friens my dad doesnt like, my dads gf cari), so he thinks those guys took it, when i kno for a FACT they didnt.
Thats why my dad is mainly so mad at me. I have no responsiblity, and im 'running wild', is what he told my mom. I do by the way have responsibilty. When i know i work at 730am, i go home early. I sleeep, i get to work. I do everything BY myself, everyday. I eat b ymyself, and live. Since my parents divorce, i have to be by myself. Im 17 years old, and my dad makes me work 2 jobs. What kinda dad does that. Jenna & bani tell me all the time, that i shouldnt know how do live & stuff, being young, but i feel i have to. If i had the money, i would be living by myself, or with jenna. I need out.
Lets see- from last entry in dec 03, to now june 25. So much has happened. I cant imagine writing everything. I beleive i changed a lot, and i dont think for the better. Party life for me has risen, and my standards have lowered, and that sounds bad yes i know.
On good notes- their has been a lot of fun nights with my bestiessssssss. The last week of school was fun doing stuff all day, everyday.
I started my 2nd job at Bengal Stone Center, in may. Its pretty nice here, thats where im at right now, working lol. We sell like bricks mulch pavers stone boulders dirt, and i ring the customers up when they buy it. I get to eat all day when i want, leave if i had a car to go bget food, stay on the comp all day. My manager is the guy i babysit for. But like i siaid up there ^, i work with my dads girlfriend and id rther not. Its pretty chill here though.
k day 2 of me writing this thingy ^
>>
Hopefully almost getting a car.
I realllllllly need something, so i can save my money for something else.
Leadership camp is coming soon !!! july 22-27. wow ! did i tell you all? I won SENIOR CLASS PRESIDENT !!!! wow accomplsihment. Jenna is Vp & Chels Treasss, Stacey Secretary. Wow im exited. But if my GPA drops anymore ill be booooooted out. soo yuhhh.
Punkrock & Stefanie- I cant thankyou enoough for being there for me this past week/end. It means more then you know. <3 im here always also.
i think i shallllllllllllll start updating more often
sry for my complaints, its cuse thr day i wrote it, i was in the worst moood ever ever