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alright well. i didn't sleep last night. it sucked, i have these big bags under my eyes. i was on the phone with kristian. after that i couldn't call josh, even though i was longing for him. seriously he's like a drug, i start like going through withdrawls! i'm going back to texas. i gotta. i just dont know what to tell kristian about josh. i've been having this weird dream for a while, i'm in a taxi with my friend Ryan, and he's like fingering me and the taxi cab driver like notices and kills us. it's really weird. anyways..... nothing going on. i feel empty without kristian. it makes me sad. i wish i could hold him again.
life goes on.
nothing much goin on in the life of Sydney South today. Try tomorrow.
*syddles*