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So i'm down like 10 lbs in less then a week because i've been so sick over Josh and I pretty much haven't ate in a week. Yeah thats really fucken bad. The thought of food makes me nauseous, the thought of anything makes me wanna puke. I cry so hard that I throw up. And I'm pretty much failing school. Man I just want my mom, and of course, they are 3 hours away like they always go away on weekends. I don't know what to do. I can't do this anymore.