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you know, as the days get closer to my mom's biopsy, I see her telling herself that there is a 80-85% chance that its nothing. What she doesnt talk about, however, is the fact that there is still that other 15-20% chance that its not ok. I on the other hand can only think about that 15-20% and its really starting to drive me nuts. I dont even know if we'll know any more right afterwards. probably not. And thats just not going to do my head any good. i'm so scared these days for what might happen. I'm not eating real well which doesnt do me any good to begin with. I know I shouldnt let my imagination run away like this, but I'm having a hard time thinking about anything else. She's my mother and even though we have had our rough times together, shes always been there for me and I dont know what I would do if something happened to change that.
I just dont know what to do.
That's all I have for now.
I just dont know what to do.
That's all I have for now.