Happy Kwanzukkahyulemas!
meh...
that's right, I said it.
I went shopping today with my mom, and surprisingly the mall wasn't as terrible as I was expecting. Of course, we ended up getting there at around 3 pm, so I assume all of the rabid shoppers had already moved along. I got most of the shopping done for my dad, plus a great find for my grammy. Hopefully I won't have to buy anymore yarn, either. I should, barring any freak needle accidents, have everything needed to complete -all- of my projects for friends this year! go me! I've also managed to finish a few of them already, though I need to work the ends in and put fringe on Derrick's scarf, along with put earflaps and pom-poms on Nick's hat, then they're DONE! *does a dance*
I feel accomplished, at least for the most part. Despite this, though, I still feel...I'm not sure how to describe it. I've been in a funk for a few days and it's been hard to shake. I think I may be spreading myself too thin again, hanging out with too many people too often. I'm not necessarily overloaded right now, but if this goes on for too long, I know I will be. That, and it seems like lately I've had this knack for saying and doing the wrong things. I don't mean to trample over people's feelings or annoy others, but it just seems to happen. I'm just getting frustrated. Maybe if I hide out for a few days and just chill by myself it would be better, but I doubt that'll happen. That'll inevitably piss someone off, I dunno who, but I'm sure someone would get uppity about it. I'm not really happy, and I don't know what to do about it. I really hate it when other people get like this, because I want to help, but they have to pull themselves out of it, nothing I can do will help. Fack...
bitch bitch bitch...this is accomplishing nothing! I'm done!
that's right, I said it.
I went shopping today with my mom, and surprisingly the mall wasn't as terrible as I was expecting. Of course, we ended up getting there at around 3 pm, so I assume all of the rabid shoppers had already moved along. I got most of the shopping done for my dad, plus a great find for my grammy. Hopefully I won't have to buy anymore yarn, either. I should, barring any freak needle accidents, have everything needed to complete -all- of my projects for friends this year! go me! I've also managed to finish a few of them already, though I need to work the ends in and put fringe on Derrick's scarf, along with put earflaps and pom-poms on Nick's hat, then they're DONE! *does a dance*
I feel accomplished, at least for the most part. Despite this, though, I still feel...I'm not sure how to describe it. I've been in a funk for a few days and it's been hard to shake. I think I may be spreading myself too thin again, hanging out with too many people too often. I'm not necessarily overloaded right now, but if this goes on for too long, I know I will be. That, and it seems like lately I've had this knack for saying and doing the wrong things. I don't mean to trample over people's feelings or annoy others, but it just seems to happen. I'm just getting frustrated. Maybe if I hide out for a few days and just chill by myself it would be better, but I doubt that'll happen. That'll inevitably piss someone off, I dunno who, but I'm sure someone would get uppity about it. I'm not really happy, and I don't know what to do about it. I really hate it when other people get like this, because I want to help, but they have to pull themselves out of it, nothing I can do will help. Fack...
bitch bitch bitch...this is accomplishing nothing! I'm done!