what the fuck is wrong with me?!?!

[mmenoire19]

for some reason I've been spending most of the day today looking back on High School with...get this...FONDNESS! Why? Why am I doing this to myself? I -hated- high school when I was going, why all of this crap now? fuck, I'm even going into MySpace and looking up people who used to go to Evergreen...so far I've found Mike Draper and Russ...like Crystal's ex, Russ...it was funny, because he had no friends...none...not a one...and his profile pic was supposed to be all seductive and whatnot, and I just laughed when I saw it...and Mike, he hasn't really changed all that much...he appears to have kept to the short hair thing, and he's as much of a nut as he used to be...

I dunno, maybe it's 'cause I also can't go to sleep, so i'm funneling my frustration of that into something else...whatever...fuck...fuckity fuckin'fuckerfuckshitcockasscuntloafcrotchmasterflexshittree

that's right...I went there....

I'm not happy...