Nov 13, 2005 16:28
the morning after the perfect kiss is grounds for an epiphany.
too many teachers know too many things about me.
too many people know my name when I don't know theirs.
the time has come for a revolution, or just a change of pace.
life is too short to assign ten-minute slots for an interview for every person I want to know.
I want to throw them all.
maybe next year I'll quit musical and play qe basketball.
maybe I'll go into science.
when I quit student council...I did it for the right reason...
but I loved it.
I loved that I confused people and made them wonder and made them think.
I set people running, put something in motion, started an action.
really, I'm done with obligation. I want to do things because I want to do them, and for no other reason. pressure is so unneccessary.
there are so many things that I could do...I'm tired of putting myself into a box.
life is too beautiful for borders.
the sun glinting orange as it sinks along the horizon, dragging the colours of the clouds along with it...violet and blue and cream coloured messages that we might understand someday.
not yet though.