Rock out with your cock out!
Well Halloween came and went and I did nothing but sit here and rot (no pun intended). It is already November and the time can't go fast enough for me. I want Christmas to come and go. I really don't like Christmas because I never have any money to buy anybody anything. It reminds me of how bad I fucked everything up. I get embarrassed about how bad my life got. Lets just say I have went through some tough shit. I'm not going to write it all down but it was enough to send me over the edge. I have been reading a lot of James Patterson books and sitting in my room here in the institution. I go to group and meetings and blah, blah, blah. I really need to see Barbra, I don't think she is doing really good. I think she doesn't tell me the worst of it. The other half of my day had been good. Someone really close to me had a celebration tonight and it was really good to be included in it. I really lonely in here (I need my Angel). I have a couple of friends, Sean and Jeptha. If it wasn't for them I would probably go crazy in here. Tomorrow is really going to suck, I'm trying to quit smoking and that is going to be really hard. I was tempted today and I really didn't like it to much and I didn't appreciate the person telling me that shit. Some people are dumb as fuck and there should be a dumb law where you could kick the shit out of someone for doing really dumb shit. Well I'm out this bitch. Thanks for listening. Rock out with your cock out! Dave