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Sometimes I hate myself
Contradiction is my way of life
I've lost my way into sin
Staring down at society's knife
Can I find my way back again
My soul is on lay-away
My heart formed from clay
Will she ever tell me to stay
Will I get to see another day
Looking up from this dirty hole
This needle in my vain
My innocence they stole
This life I've formed, only pain
Looking around, only me to blame
Never a sunny day, only rain
It's a different day but its still the same
Life is all in your goodbyes
My heart is way past beaten
I'm getting full on all these lies
I'm at the table, barely eaten
Sometimes I love myself
I just thought I would share this to anybody who actually reads any of my shit. My sister came and visted me today and it brought good and bad feelings. I wanted to just leave with her and never come back. I miss my freedom. I wish I could just leave whenever I wanted to like normal people. I feels so lonely even though I'm surrounded by faces. Faces crumbling all around me. They are just faces though, sometimes if feels that I'm in a box of human flesh and it just moves around me to portray a life. I guess I should be grateful for what I have. Well I'm out this bitch... Dave
Contradiction is my way of life
I've lost my way into sin
Staring down at society's knife
Can I find my way back again
My soul is on lay-away
My heart formed from clay
Will she ever tell me to stay
Will I get to see another day
Looking up from this dirty hole
This needle in my vain
My innocence they stole
This life I've formed, only pain
Looking around, only me to blame
Never a sunny day, only rain
It's a different day but its still the same
Life is all in your goodbyes
My heart is way past beaten
I'm getting full on all these lies
I'm at the table, barely eaten
Sometimes I love myself
I just thought I would share this to anybody who actually reads any of my shit. My sister came and visted me today and it brought good and bad feelings. I wanted to just leave with her and never come back. I miss my freedom. I wish I could just leave whenever I wanted to like normal people. I feels so lonely even though I'm surrounded by faces. Faces crumbling all around me. They are just faces though, sometimes if feels that I'm in a box of human flesh and it just moves around me to portray a life. I guess I should be grateful for what I have. Well I'm out this bitch... Dave