my oh my
i don't ever write in here. cause i always forget about this. but sometimes i enjoy writing in this because there is no one to read it. myspace has taken over everything. everyone has one but it's kind of neat because a lot people who i haven't talked to in a lonnng time have one and so i can now speak with them again. things changed so much this year. not like in the last year, or even this school year but just since january 1st 2005. some good some bad. i got kind of tired of hanging out with the same people all the time so i kind of branched out. and started hanging out with these cats outside of school more. it was cool because i had like a scape goat. then all the sudden they become the people i hang out with all the time. BUT I LOVE THEM. its just one person from the other group..the only one i could stand being around all the time is now with this one..but she's with them while i'm not and its just weird because she just recently hung out with them for the first time. well not very recently but yeah anyway. i'm a loser hahah cause i've liked the same kid like all of this school year. kind of off and on. but uh for the majority of the time...on. then i have this friend who's not friends with the kid i like and he kept trying to like talk me out of liking him by saying all this stuff about him. BUT the funniest thing is...he was saying these things like i would say..omg really? you're right. i guess he just didn't realize i actually know him and don't just think he's some hot person, and that i'm friends with this kid. anyway the things he said were just funny. then earlier this same friend was talking about another one of my friends and i was like yeah he's super hot and he was like what! he's fat he's fat. HAHA and he's not at all. he's not skiiiinnny and not ribbed but he's not some huge fat kid. he's proportioned. then later he was talking about the kid i like and saying he was too skinny and had no muscle at all. hahaha what a fool he was being. ANYWAY so its thursday..well technically friday..of spring break. i had a good one. i didn't do much during the week but i did over the weekend. and i was rad as hell because all we did was hang out and that's the kind of fun i looove. because its just random fun and so many funny things happened. a little bit of drama sunday night but it was over with pretty fast once it was actually dealt with. but i don't think that will be the last of it. haha oh well. at least it doesn't involve me and all i can do is intervene.