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How's this for "a friend needs my boot up their ass"?
You have displayed a running history of being sensitive, being immature especially when it comes to my relationship with Kelly, being bitter and depressed and dragging the people around you down with you. You have shown that you have tendencies to assume and react first, such as the event when Kelly needed my attention in Spencer's at the mall that one day and you assumed she did it to take my attention away from you when you hadn't even said anything about your feelings. You have shown that you can be an overly dramatic person, such as when you get seasonal depression and suddenly not only are your actions warranted, but they're also excusable, and you don't need to acknowledge or even work to make them better. You have shown that you too seem to have "no regard for other people's feelings", such as when you refused to come to Halo night because Kelly was going to be in town and you didn't want to meet her, or such as when you made a comment about her behind both her back and mine at OUR housewarming party. You have shown that you are a person who is desperate for attention from whomever will supply it. And in spite of all this, I have defended you time and time again, and not just to the one person who might take the most issue with you. I have supported my friendship with you ceaselessly ever since it came in question, and even when I didn't have anything to prop up my support with, I still did it anyway, because such is the loyalty I have towards my friends.
I will therefore not sit idly around and be told by you that I am acting like a poser (e.g. "obsessed with this hardcore goth image thing", "all the other times you try to act like you're goth & that's all you are", "the times where you can't laugh at anything") when I have never labeled myself as such to begin with. I will not put up with being told that I am someone who disregards people's feelings when I have gone through Hell many nights defending you and supporting my friendship to my fiancee. And I will not allow myself to be made the target of your newest crusade, and have petty insults made to me when I defend myself and your offense deteriorates under the weight of reason. Especially not when your whole reason behind jumping on my back tonight was based on an assumption which was wrong.
If you honestly believe the things you said tonight were warranted and appropriate, I suggest you seriously rethink whether or not you and I should remain friends. Because I won't be made to feel that way again. Especially when I'll once again be defending my choice to hang onto this friendship once this post gets read.
You have displayed a running history of being sensitive, being immature especially when it comes to my relationship with Kelly, being bitter and depressed and dragging the people around you down with you. You have shown that you have tendencies to assume and react first, such as the event when Kelly needed my attention in Spencer's at the mall that one day and you assumed she did it to take my attention away from you when you hadn't even said anything about your feelings. You have shown that you can be an overly dramatic person, such as when you get seasonal depression and suddenly not only are your actions warranted, but they're also excusable, and you don't need to acknowledge or even work to make them better. You have shown that you too seem to have "no regard for other people's feelings", such as when you refused to come to Halo night because Kelly was going to be in town and you didn't want to meet her, or such as when you made a comment about her behind both her back and mine at OUR housewarming party. You have shown that you are a person who is desperate for attention from whomever will supply it. And in spite of all this, I have defended you time and time again, and not just to the one person who might take the most issue with you. I have supported my friendship with you ceaselessly ever since it came in question, and even when I didn't have anything to prop up my support with, I still did it anyway, because such is the loyalty I have towards my friends.
I will therefore not sit idly around and be told by you that I am acting like a poser (e.g. "obsessed with this hardcore goth image thing", "all the other times you try to act like you're goth & that's all you are", "the times where you can't laugh at anything") when I have never labeled myself as such to begin with. I will not put up with being told that I am someone who disregards people's feelings when I have gone through Hell many nights defending you and supporting my friendship to my fiancee. And I will not allow myself to be made the target of your newest crusade, and have petty insults made to me when I defend myself and your offense deteriorates under the weight of reason. Especially not when your whole reason behind jumping on my back tonight was based on an assumption which was wrong.
If you honestly believe the things you said tonight were warranted and appropriate, I suggest you seriously rethink whether or not you and I should remain friends. Because I won't be made to feel that way again. Especially when I'll once again be defending my choice to hang onto this friendship once this post gets read.