Morning Rituals
It is my morning ritual to get up wander around and check on things, start the computer look at the plants download mail and check in on my friends and lovers. I then make coffee look to see if my shutters and chairs are on the porch;) I really want a nice comfy chair for out side (at camp someone had a round soft chair I loved it I covet it bad;) This morning I'm reading the list from all my friends who are going to festival (it starts this weekend and goes for two weeks) I miss it more each year). I came by the group through my previous partner F, they were his tribe. I acquired them. I never felt apart of the group, really always an outsider, as I get older I know that they would have excepted me if I had ever made myself accessible but I am a shy and strange creature and so afraid of rejection that I close myself off. I brought people in to the group and they are still there, that makes me happy even if I can't be a part of it myself. Seeing who and what you are so early in the morning is a bit bruising. Sigh, for all those on here who are from that group I love you thank you. One day I would like to return. Have a wonderful and beautiful day.