is this what they call freedom? is this what you call pain?

[mmallory]

I dont really feel like summing up my life. words to describe it would be.. weird, different,sleep, happy.. i dont know..

-pros

friends
sleep
birthday wednesday
laughing
music
getting tickets to a concert
switchfoot
didn't go to school today
television
pete and i are OVER
getting a 93 on my math test
Transworld Snowboarding Magazine
getting my ipod nano tomorrow for my birthday
permit hopefully wednesday or thursday
new jacket
nice weather
getting a gym membership again soon
indoor field hockey starts Sunday
shopping
mr sherridan - best math teacher i've had
mrs mcbride is the nicest lady
field hockey pasta party was fun

-cons
field hockey is over
i'm going to miss field hockey very much
three quarters of my teachers are phags
homework
not having money
no job
parents make me pay for everything
family being annoying
wishing i could change the way i did things
not being extremely
need to clean my room
babysitting tomorrow night
people that lie constantely
not hanging out much with my friends
switchfoot is at the roxy on my birthday, and i cant go :/
my computer has a stick up its ass
i've been in a weird mood a lot lately
this week was the most draggy week i think i have ever experienced in my life
seeing people upset
not understanding people
its been almost 3 years.. i can't believe it.
not being able to trust people
PRICKS.. i can't stand them

i'm completely random.. and very tired.