reality and sobriety were her only delusions
someone is getting the best of me.
you've tested me and bested me,
and thus you get the best of me--
this tested me.
now i know what's me;
i've grown, you see, and figured out my own true ME.
i won't back down or take back seat
or deal with shit and face defeat.
it's just not me.
and i know you see and i hope you agree--
this time around you've got the better me.