my fucked up relationship
ya know... i get no "perks" what so ever from my relationship.
Jack Johnson called my boyfriend and told him he'd give him tickets to his show in la, which happens to be my birthday, but my boyfriend is flying over here for an audition.
I don't really care about going to a stupid concert, it's the fact that he's over there doing what he wants to do, goes to fun bars, parties, premiers, screenings and whatever else... while i'm over here working my ass off 10 hours a day, with absolutely no social life. He has also boughten an airpass from ata that will allow him to fly nonstop between here and la... yay. that means andrea will never get off these stupid rocks because he'll always think he should get to come here. do i sound like whiney baby? What's the point of haveing a boyfriend in la if i cannot even feel welcome to invite myself over to visit. he dosn't even have a fucking place to stay. he sleeps on the floor in someones computer room. when he comes over here, he's not even gonna have any money cause he spent it all on that fucking pass....1850 dollars. then he took 100 i offered even though he knew i was broke cause he thought that was all he needed, and then borrowed 400 dollars from his sponsers.. what the fuck- give me my money back so i can at least throw myself a decent birthday night since i ain't gonna get shit from him... not that matters, it's just that he can't take me to dinner or anything. I'm sick of getting NO romance. i don't know how long i'm gonna be able to hang in there.
i always seem to find the ones that spoil me...
Jack Johnson called my boyfriend and told him he'd give him tickets to his show in la, which happens to be my birthday, but my boyfriend is flying over here for an audition.
I don't really care about going to a stupid concert, it's the fact that he's over there doing what he wants to do, goes to fun bars, parties, premiers, screenings and whatever else... while i'm over here working my ass off 10 hours a day, with absolutely no social life. He has also boughten an airpass from ata that will allow him to fly nonstop between here and la... yay. that means andrea will never get off these stupid rocks because he'll always think he should get to come here. do i sound like whiney baby? What's the point of haveing a boyfriend in la if i cannot even feel welcome to invite myself over to visit. he dosn't even have a fucking place to stay. he sleeps on the floor in someones computer room. when he comes over here, he's not even gonna have any money cause he spent it all on that fucking pass....1850 dollars. then he took 100 i offered even though he knew i was broke cause he thought that was all he needed, and then borrowed 400 dollars from his sponsers.. what the fuck- give me my money back so i can at least throw myself a decent birthday night since i ain't gonna get shit from him... not that matters, it's just that he can't take me to dinner or anything. I'm sick of getting NO romance. i don't know how long i'm gonna be able to hang in there.
i always seem to find the ones that spoil me...