Nov 28, 2004 20:20
Well... what a weekend.On friday I went with my bro and his friend to get his tounge pierced. It was crazy!!! It was pretty darn cool.When we were in the parking lot, these two crazy drunk (LARGE) black women decided to tell us about their brand spankin new breast piercings. It was quite an experience. One of the "ladies" was humping the air in her car... made me laugh. Yesterday (Saturday) I had to go to a party for my cousin. It was alright... I guess i just felt like it was a waste, like I could have been with someone else. I just hate knowing that every minute goes by and I'm not with the person I would like to be. Commitment usually sucks. I have never wanted it like this. Right now, things are so crazy that I wish I had *HIM* to call at the end of the day. Hmmm, I guess the thing that really baffels me is that I am NOT the type to want to be with one guy or rather to want to be commited. Funny how people change. Funny how I change. One thing i have come to for sure... The things in life that are good for me are not behind me or ahead of me but surround me and support me. I am feeling lately like these things are scarce but the hopes of tomorrow keep me going.