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For the past week I have been house sitting at my mom's and watching over the dog. She is really old and is on a lot of medication and needs a lot of care. While watching over her, I've realized how much I wish I could make her all better. She can barely stand up. I have to carry her numerous times outside so she can go to the bathroom. She sleeps a lot, as well. Its really just been bringing me down how helpless she is. I love her with all my heart and I would do anything for her. Matt is here with me with his dog. His dog and my dog don't get along. He constantly is trying to "play" which in my opinion is not playing. I feel so bad for her, its hard to have to constantly be around her, defending her from this young dog. She really can't even freely walk around the house or sleep where she wants to because of him. I'm thinking about taking her to the vet, but I don't want them to tell me that they have to put her down. I couldn't do that without my mom being here. I still have another week with her. I hope she will be fine. I don't know what I would do without her, she has been in my life from the beginning. :( I'm just really torn up right now.