so this is how shit feels....saweeet =/
yepp so i sat around all day until about 7 and waited for a call i guess i was never gonna get so i called her and well she basically told me she had better things to do so i ended up getting off the phone and crying myself to sleep and oh well if that makes me a sissy or whatever cause this is my journal and i can write about my life no matter what it is and yepp i cried for about an hour and then finally feel asleep and then i woke up about now and im gonna go back to bed because shes not online and theres no point in being awake if its not with her cause atleast i can dream of her cause shes the girl of my dreams what can i say so yeahh im gonna go see if i cant make it 3 nights in a row that i dream about her some more i love you ANB im nothing with out you and Im glad your happy i guess cause its somethign i can never seem to do for you.