I cant quite describe this feeling
hmmm so yeah I went to the mall with Ang today =/ I bought a pair of new sun glasses and some shorts then we left and I took her home cause we arent supposed to even be seeing eachother...on the way home I was going to see Whalen but Chelsea called so I ended up just meeting her up at her work and talkin to her for a little bit before work. Then I went to mattys and went swimming but it was too cold and not as fun as it could have been but next time Chelsea wont have to work and she will be coming with =) yepp so today has been really odd....ive been happy but at the same time im so upset on the inside and I hate everyone.. I dont like feeling like this its how I felt when I was with Ang and her and I are completely over now and I still feel the same...I hope this goes away soon because I absolutely hate it and I really think it might be because I miss Angela because I love her soo much and I know that her heart doesnt lie with me and shes with someone else right now as I am writing this...well whatever it is it really needs to stop because I know things are over and I just wanna get on with life and my summer too otherwise this is gonna be even worse than last summer and I really dont want that. hmmm I dont really know what else to say except if anyone knows something that will help I would like to know what....WEll AS of right now im outta here and I just wanna say life BITES!!!!!
Hope tomorrow nite goes off well though and I get to see an old friend and she makes me as happy as she did when I was talkin to her tonite =)) Thanks Kourt
Hope tomorrow nite goes off well though and I get to see an old friend and she makes me as happy as she did when I was talkin to her tonite =)) Thanks Kourt