you'll read this. i know.
i say sorry a lot. but just because i do, doesn't always mean it's my fault.
but you're right, sometimes it is.
i don't feel like i give in when i tell you i'm sorry.
b/c sometimes i hold grudges for far too long.
and maybe other times, i need to hold them longer.
sometimes i don't deserve the way you treat me. sometimes i do.
it's fine if you can't get over something.
that's okay if you want to ignore me.
you ARE right. it's your life along with your own decisions.
but:
at least i will always know i tried.
and i will always know you read this, got that, heard that,
and
didn't do or say anything.
could it be that every thing goes around by chance?
it's weird how you feel bad if you eat a turkey sandwich
but you don't feel bad that this is the way you treat your old best friend.
slapintheface.
what they say could be right:
you're true friends will shine the brightest when the sky is its darkest...
and the others will fade away.