I've officially decided that I'm insane. I got my bill for school, which amounted to about $1800, and since my parents can't afford to help me, I'm paying for it all out of my own pocket. I just made the first of four payments and about had a heart attack. There goes all the money I earned this summer. I wish I would have known earlier about this or I wouldn't have spent so much money on other needless crap...or spent so much on my car. Oh well, at least I won't have to worry about paying off a loan later. At least for this time.
Last night I went into town with my mom and sister. My friend Nikolas had a grand opening for an art project he got commissioned to do at the Petoskey fairgrounds, so we stopped by to check it out. Oh my god, the kid is amazing.
http://simplest-uno.deviantart.com/ Go there and check it out and you'll see what I mean. Afterwords we went to the sidewalk sales in Petoskey and I finally bought a new winter jacket. The one I've been wearing for the past 3 years is like a light spring jacket...which roughly translates to it doesn't do shit in Marquette. So hopefully this one will be a lot better.
I can't believe how fast the summer is flying by & I'm getting excited to go back to school, but at the same time I'm not ready to leave. It would be nice if I could stay home and make some more money and I also want to spend more time with my family, especially since my dad is home for awhile. I hope I get a few more chances to go to the beach too, even though I've gone more this summer than I did the last three years combined!
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately too and I've decided that the "relationship" I had while I was at school was more of a fling, so that technically means I've been single for over 3 years. It's hard to believe it's been that long, but I guess I'm getting used to it, I think I like it better this way. At least I think I like myself better this way, anyways. For some reason I've had a fling every summer since I've been single though, and since this fling happened in the middle of winter, I doubt I'll have one this summer, which kinda sucks but I don't really have time anyways lol. I still talk to Pasha though and he wants me to go visit him, so maybe there's still hope ;)