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Happy 17th Birthday Dee!
Happy 18th Birthday Hollister!
On a side note, I am really confused with how I feel about the show...like I just haven't been able to get to the point where I can enjoy doing the show. I feel just so not on top of my shit. Yet I have been hearing good things about the show from people. So I just don't know. I guess it is just hard to feel confident about the show, when I am still not confident with my lines/blocking/basic shit.
I hate the feeling of being vulnerable and thinking that you are looking stupid or foolish. I am afraid to, as Leah would say, put all of my eggs in one basket. Right now, especially considering the impending knowlege of possible rejection from colleges, I am terribly afraid of disappointment. : /
Happy 18th Birthday Hollister!
On a side note, I am really confused with how I feel about the show...like I just haven't been able to get to the point where I can enjoy doing the show. I feel just so not on top of my shit. Yet I have been hearing good things about the show from people. So I just don't know. I guess it is just hard to feel confident about the show, when I am still not confident with my lines/blocking/basic shit.
I hate the feeling of being vulnerable and thinking that you are looking stupid or foolish. I am afraid to, as Leah would say, put all of my eggs in one basket. Right now, especially considering the impending knowlege of possible rejection from colleges, I am terribly afraid of disappointment. : /