I'm really glad, please remind me every day with everything you do I gave you my fucking soul and you took it for granted and you step on it and spit in my face
I don't like you, I am a jerk yes, because I realize I've just been using you for sex, which I'm very sorry for but it's The only way I could even tolerate you.
I had to lie to my family, you had no job, didn't go to school, the only thing I could say about you was that you were a drug addict alcoholic. You were nice to me, sometimes.
I ignored how fucking whack you are and I pretended you weren't such an idiot.
This is rude of me, but yes I agreed with my friends that you still act just like a tweaker (an addict) and so thats why I didn't really defend you in front of them. I don't hate you but I can't handle how angry your selfishness makes me, I wished you were everything that you aren't.
I'm tired of giving you chances to quit being trashy, I'm over you and now I have no reason to hang out with you because like I said I don't even like you and what you are all about, I think nearly everything you say and do is unhealthy and wrong and how little you care about any of that means you don't care about anything that is important to me.
I gave you this one last fucking chance to quit being stupid, and you're doing the exact same shit.
I guess I hoped you'd make me proud, but you make me feel like a piece of shit for trying so hard to keep caring about you. You care more about drugs and alcohol than me, That bothers me alot, I keep trying to ignore it and get over it sometimes and think things are okay, but it keeps coming up and stabbing me.
I'm being naiive in thinking you'd be different, I'm the jackass who has let you abuse me for so long... I'm the fuck up who yells at you because I trip out on you because I think you're probrably tweaking again or doing coke, or fucking a bunch of people, and I shouldn't have to worry about that shit about anyone... but you're so fucking selfish and shady so that thats what happens and it fucks me up inside and I try to tell you to stop it
I have invested so much wasted time and energy into trying to help you, but you repeatedly slap me in the face by how shitty you treat me and yourself. I can't hang around anymore while you fuck yourself up (and me in the process) I don't want to see it, It fucking depresses me because yeah, I guess I did try to love you for so long, and I thought it was real at the time, but I was delusional I feel like this is why I had to dump you, woo-hoo!! you have to get drunk and act like a prostitute I'm so proud to have been one of your bitches have fun I'm over feeling like shit because of you
My purpose in life is not to impress you. You're pissed off because I wouldn't fuck you~ Becasue I'M FUCKING OVER and have been for a while Yeah I used you.. just like you used me but for you to call me selfish just because I wanted to actually try a FRIENDSHIP with you and not have the only time I see you, you trying to have sex with me. Gave me one last fucking chance? No... You just tried one more time and finally I HAD THE FUCKING BALLS TO SAY NO You're saying you dumped me? No again... I left you, because I knew that this wasn't the time in my life to try and maintain a relationship. And you can try and make yourself feel better about it by telling people you dumped me.. I don't really care about that that much.. But if you're so delusional to think that it went down like that, then you need to stop popping so many fucking vitamins because they're just putting you further into this little world that you seem to think you own. If you dumped me, then why the fuck did you ask me back so many times? Yes I made you one of my bitches~ I'm sorry, but it's not like it was that hard.. you pined over me like a lost puppy looking for someone's lap to sit in. You have NO skills in getting women.. you think you do.. you wish you did, but you don't... That's why your BEST FRIEND WAS ABLE TO GET DOWN YOUR GIRLFRIEND'S PANTS SO EASILY. That's why every time you try and introduce yourself to new women [while I'm there] they all give eachother sketchy looks like "why is this fool talking to me".. That's why you can't have the freedom I so enjoy~ Because you don't have the skill. You're too involved with talking about yourself and how hard you're trying to improve yourself that you don't take the time to talk about anything else. Do you remember why I started in with you? Because you were fucking rolling and I kept asking you questions about yourself... Because I wanted you for a while.. I was just back into the single life and you were an easy target.
ANYWAY You calling yourself a jackass for wanting me to improve myself for you. I'M NOT FUCKING YOURS! I'M NOT YOUR LITTLE PET THAT YOU CAN FEED AND CHASTISE AND REWARD! I'm a fucking human being. I have these choices that I'm allowed to make.. because they're fucking mine. And just becasue you don't approve of them doesn't change the fact that they're still mine to make.
It's cute that you lash out at me and call me names, and then turn around and tell me to grow up. You can't even say this shit to my face~ You have to hide behind a fucking text message or a fucking computer~ You don't have the balls to be a real man and just fucking say it to me. That's why you get walked on by fucking EVERYONE... like I said you're an easy target.
You can call me stupid all you want, but you're the one that kept falling for the game. You're the one that CONTINUALLY gets walked on by people who "care for you". I walked on your soul? So what~ If your "soul" was that easy to fucking obtain, then it wasn't worth it anyway.
I care about you Mattpo, and I know I'm just ripping into you right now in retaliation to your disgustingly childish behavior, but I hope you learn from this. I hope you learn that you're rambling about boring topics like fucking vitamins, wont get you laid. I hope you learn that you're a push over, which is why so many people owe you money, and why you can't get out of the game even though you said you wanted to. I hope you learn that you really can't buy the one you love, because in the end, they don't love you as much as you love them.
I also hope you learn how to swallow your pride and learn how to talk about things, before you turn into some crazy ass who puts up their xmas lights up at 2 o'clock in the morning.
I also hope that you learn how to last a bit longer in bed, because that 2 minute shit wont do much good in the future.
You're forgetting I'm the one telling you to stay out of my fucking life, I asked you out again one time because I see how fucked up you are and that you needed help, I cared about you but you showed me how little you gave a fuck about me, you'll never quit being a trashy drug-addict, I have no skills in getting women? I honestly haven't even tried, I haven't even kissed anyone since you. I chose to stick with you because I had the delusion that you were mistaken, I realize that I've ignored everything wrong about you, I've had the opportunity many times, but I didn't want to fuck around with anybody else... wanted to see if you'd quit being a piece of shit before I made that choice. You seem to think I'd want to be with some other skank that would approve of me still hanging out with you. I don't ever want to be with someone again who is this fucking retarded and shallow, I'm not after some ass to score with at a party.
I'm not going to sit here while you think you can just use me and try and keep me on some fucking leash, and you can try and talk shit about me fucking you for only two minutes, but I enjoy when the other person can last for longer than maybe 20 minutes. When I didn't masturbate for a week it was more exciting to have sex, yes, I can see how my future in sex is ruined!! boo-hoo why don't you try asking someone who isn't a drug addict what they think about you and what they think about me, I'm a loser for hanging out with you I brought you up and you brought me down, I'm not normally one to be rude, but you're such an ugly person inside, and I'm tired of your shouting.
you still have the mentality of a 15 year old tweaker,
you're good at drinking but you're shitty at life
I'm yelling at you and using harsh words, but I'm actually really happy right now about getting rid of you, you were like this parasite or cancer in my life and i was so annoyed at how awful I felt for trying to care~
I hope you are successful with whatever it is you end up doing, but I really I hope that I never have to fucking see you again
If you're so glad to rid me of your life, stop talking about me~
You can say I'm shitty at life, and call me a drug adict all you want, but I'm 18 and getting over the drugs~ You at my age were so much worse.
You're still a drug adict you're just trying to replace your adictions with something that you seem to think will repair the damage you did at my age.
I'm done arguing with you, you're just repeating yourself now, and trying to make yourself feel better by lying out of your ass. It's chill, do what you must to boost your confidence, you're not the first person who has needed to verbally attack me to feel better about themself.
Seriously, all I really care about now is not having to hear about you in atleast one of every conversations I have with people now. I ain't Mike Jones, so keep my name out your mouth. Do something in your life that is more entertaining than talking about me all the time. I'm so tired of hearing it~
I gave you my fucking soul and you took it for granted and you step on it and spit in my face
I don't like you, I am a jerk yes, because I realize I've just been using you for sex, which I'm very sorry for but it's The only way I could even tolerate you.
I had to lie to my family, you had no job, didn't go to school, the only thing I could say about you was that you were a drug addict alcoholic. You were nice to me, sometimes.
I ignored how fucking whack you are and I pretended you weren't such an idiot.
This is rude of me, but yes I agreed with my friends that you still act just like a tweaker (an addict) and so thats why I didn't really defend you in front of them. I don't hate you but I can't handle how angry your selfishness makes me, I wished you were everything that you aren't.
I'm tired of giving you chances to quit being trashy, I'm over you and now I have no reason to hang out with you because like I said I don't even like you and what you are all about,
I think nearly everything you say and do is unhealthy and wrong and how little you care about any of that means you don't care about anything that is important to me.
I gave you this one last fucking chance to quit being stupid, and you're doing the exact same shit.
I guess I hoped you'd make me proud, but you make me feel like a piece of shit for trying so hard to keep caring about you. You care more about drugs and alcohol than me, That bothers me alot, I keep trying to ignore it and get over it sometimes and think things are okay, but it keeps coming up and stabbing me.
I'm being naiive in thinking you'd be different, I'm the jackass who has let you abuse me for so long... I'm the fuck up who yells at you because I trip out on you because I think you're probrably tweaking again or doing coke, or fucking a bunch of people, and I shouldn't have to worry about that shit about anyone... but you're so fucking selfish and shady so that thats what happens and it fucks me up inside and I try to tell you to stop it
I have invested so much wasted time and energy into trying to help you, but you repeatedly slap me in the face by how shitty you treat me and yourself. I can't hang around anymore while you fuck yourself up (and me in the process) I don't want to see it, It fucking depresses me because yeah,
I guess I did try to love you for so long, and I thought it was real at the time, but I was delusional
I feel like this is why I had to dump you,
woo-hoo!! you have to get drunk and act like a prostitute
I'm so proud to have been one of your bitches
have fun
I'm over feeling like shit because of you
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You're pissed off because I wouldn't fuck you~ Becasue I'M FUCKING OVER and have been for a while
Yeah I used you.. just like you used me
but for you to call me selfish just because I wanted to actually try a FRIENDSHIP with you and not have the only time I see you, you trying to have sex with me.
Gave me one last fucking chance? No... You just tried one more time and finally I HAD THE FUCKING BALLS TO SAY NO
You're saying you dumped me? No again... I left you, because I knew that this wasn't the time in my life to try and maintain a relationship. And you can try and make yourself feel better about it by telling people you dumped me.. I don't really care about that that much.. But if you're so delusional to think that it went down like that, then you need to stop popping so many fucking vitamins because they're just putting you further into this little world that you seem to think you own. If you dumped me, then why the fuck did you ask me back so many times?
Yes I made you one of my bitches~ I'm sorry, but it's not like it was that hard.. you pined over me like a lost puppy looking for someone's lap to sit in.
You have NO skills in getting women.. you think you do.. you wish you did, but you don't... That's why your BEST FRIEND WAS ABLE TO GET DOWN YOUR GIRLFRIEND'S PANTS SO EASILY. That's why every time you try and introduce yourself to new women [while I'm there] they all give eachother sketchy looks like "why is this fool talking to me".. That's why you can't have the freedom I so enjoy~ Because you don't have the skill. You're too involved with talking about yourself and how hard you're trying to improve yourself that you don't take the time to talk about anything else.
Do you remember why I started in with you? Because you were fucking rolling and I kept asking you questions about yourself... Because I wanted you for a while.. I was just back into the single life and you were an easy target.
ANYWAY You calling yourself a jackass for wanting me to improve myself for you. I'M NOT FUCKING YOURS! I'M NOT YOUR LITTLE PET THAT YOU CAN FEED AND CHASTISE AND REWARD! I'm a fucking human being. I have these choices that I'm allowed to make.. because they're fucking mine. And just becasue you don't approve of them doesn't change the fact that they're still mine to make.
It's cute that you lash out at me and call me names, and then turn around and tell me to grow up. You can't even say this shit to my face~ You have to hide behind a fucking text message or a fucking computer~ You don't have the balls to be a real man and just fucking say it to me. That's why you get walked on by fucking EVERYONE... like I said you're an easy target.
You can call me stupid all you want, but you're the one that kept falling for the game. You're the one that CONTINUALLY gets walked on by people who "care for you".
I walked on your soul? So what~
If your "soul" was that easy to fucking obtain, then it wasn't worth it anyway.
I care about you Mattpo, and I know I'm just ripping into you right now in retaliation to your disgustingly childish behavior, but I hope you learn from this. I hope you learn that you're rambling about boring topics like fucking vitamins, wont get you laid. I hope you learn that you're a push over, which is why so many people owe you money, and why you can't get out of the game even though you said you wanted to. I hope you learn that you really can't buy the one you love, because in the end, they don't love you as much as you love them.
I also hope you learn how to swallow your pride and learn how to talk about things, before you turn into some crazy ass who puts up their xmas lights up at 2 o'clock in the morning.
I also hope that you learn how to last a bit longer in bed, because that 2 minute shit wont do much good in the future.
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you'll never quit being a trashy drug-addict,
I have no skills in getting women? I honestly haven't even tried, I haven't even kissed anyone since you. I chose to stick with you because I had the delusion that you were mistaken,
I realize that I've ignored everything wrong about you,
I've had the opportunity many times, but I didn't want to fuck around with anybody else... wanted to see if you'd quit being a piece of shit before I made that choice.
You seem to think I'd want to be with some other skank that would approve of me still hanging out with you. I don't ever want to be with someone again who is this fucking retarded and shallow, I'm not after some ass to score with at a party.
I'm not going to sit here while you think you can just use me and try and keep me on some fucking leash, and you can try and talk shit about me fucking you for only two minutes, but I enjoy when the other person can last for longer than maybe 20 minutes. When I didn't masturbate for a week it was more exciting to have sex, yes, I can see how my future in sex is ruined!! boo-hoo why don't you try asking someone who isn't a drug addict what they think about you and what they think about me,
I'm a loser for hanging out with you
I brought you up and you brought me down, I'm not normally one to be rude, but you're such an ugly person inside, and I'm tired of your shouting.
you still have the mentality of a 15 year old tweaker,
you're good at drinking but you're shitty at life
I'm yelling at you and using harsh words, but I'm actually really happy right now about getting rid of you, you were like this parasite or cancer in my life and i was so annoyed at how awful I felt for trying to care~
I hope you are successful with whatever it is you end up doing,
but I really I hope that I never have to fucking see you again
Have fun!!
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You can say I'm shitty at life, and call me a drug adict all you want, but I'm 18 and getting over the drugs~
You at my age were so much worse.
You're still a drug adict you're just trying to replace your adictions with something that you seem to think will repair the damage you did at my age.
I'm done arguing with you, you're just repeating yourself now, and trying to make yourself feel better by lying out of your ass. It's chill, do what you must to boost your confidence, you're not the first person who has needed to verbally attack me to feel better about themself.
Seriously, all I really care about now is not having to hear about you in atleast one of every conversations I have with people now. I ain't Mike Jones, so keep my name out your mouth.
Do something in your life that is more entertaining than talking about me all the time. I'm so tired of hearing it~
KTHX
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