I'm sicky... :( :( :(

[mlnchlykat]

It sucks.. coughing up a lot of blood, back, neck and head hurts

No soup
No motivation to get up and take whatever vitamins.. considering I don't have any food in my stomach pills are probably not the best idea anyway~

I'm honestly a little disappointed in myself because
well it's not really a lack of will power
But more of a lack of motivation to use said will power

I really do need to stop drinking so much
My brain isn't happy with me about it
Certain friends are concerned
My mom's concerned that's for sure~

Ugh.... I hate growing up